two musicians who share de same interests.

randomness

2006-10-04T00:17:00.000-07:00

argh. im feeling so light headed.. yest was running a temperature bud todae i woke up fine.. slept like 15 hrs? there and about..

in sch slacking.. stupid com at home carn open my sch's black board webby.. roars.. i dun wanna cum sch everyday like some idiot ah.

i keep wondering y ppl tag as anoymous or how ever u spell dat.. if u wanna say smthg openly y wanna do it secretly.

missing my baby thou he's just beside me in de sch com's lab doin research. haha.

ash

2006-08-13T22:06:00.000-07:00

went to watched ash and others play soccer w marrian at westwood sec.. haha.. he's super shy.. bud he's de perfect gentleman.. seldom guys dese daes let gurls walk first.. sit first.. i can only name a few guys i noe dat does dat.. let me scroll my fone book.. haha.. aaron, ash, freddy, rufford.. de thing is dat i heard from sophie.. he does it nort to only his gurl bud all other gurls.. dat im quite impressed.. ha..

he's so funni.. cuz marrian and i went to her bf's, awi's place.. ash lives dere most of the time.. so went marrian and i walked in, he rushed into de room.. haha.. den duno take how friggin long to come out.. he sat on dis chair dat was so far from us.. and he texted me.. =/ haha, how cute is he.. he was like malu lar.. can i come sit beside u.. lol.. well well..

wonder my parents are racist.. dats de next question dat comes into my mind..

oh yar! how cud i haf missed dat out.. i got my first ride on de bike yest! haha.. i kept slidding forward to his seat.. scared he uncomfortable.. wheeee =))) so shoik! i want moreee.. hahaha

hoo.. 333 posts..

2006-08-10T13:44:00.000-07:00

dis is de 334th post in such a long while.. missed blogging..

ive been so bz w my project dese daes.. no time fer my frenz.. roars.. im missing amelia, cheryl and de list goes on.. so sweet.. amelia msged me dis morning, asked if we cud meet up.. i said i gota go home to catch up on 2 nites' sleep.. and she said she understands.. hee, sweet.. remembered all those times ive made her angry cuz i kept stuffs to myself and all.. bud we made it thru aniwaes.. so i replied, thkin her.. hee, duno y i started cryin.. tink i was moved? or just tired.. haha.. her reply, u one tough gurl, please take gud care.. =)

yea, i will take gud care.. hee.. now dat dere's noone to take care of me animorez, ive gota.. been havin gastric and food poisoning fer almost 2 weeks..

marrian's bathing.. she's my buddy in school.. ha.. duno how we started talking and becaming close.. bud it just happened.. she lives at boon lay! gosh.. so ive been asking her to stay at my place ovrnite frequently.. so it's easier fer her to get to sch, fer her to wake up, and catch up on her werk!! ok.. it's nice having someone, nort just anyone lar.. bud yea, sumone hu cares around u.. simpang became our hideout from werk.. we take breaks inbetween, goin dere to fag and crap.. mmm..

ok. ive broken up w jimmy. it was a 7 mths relationship.. sumtimes, letting go is difficult bud well if one carn take de other one animore, it'll be de best long term solution.. holding on's just painful..
aint lurve suppose to be beautiful?
ive alwaes wanted it.. bud i din treasure wad i had, so yea.. ppl do treasure wad u haf =)

freddy, from 3rd year asked me out a few times, yest he asked mi to be his gurl.. i turned him down.. and im glad he understood me.. we're just frens now.. and dats all dat i need, thkx bro.. oh yea. gud luck fer your competition dis sat! he's a SUPERB beatboxer.. haha.. go catch him outside wisma 7pm.. it's sumthing i wuden miss if i hadnt have to go my grandma's place..

ah.. kk.. i'll get back to werk now.. it's fun doin wad i lurve bud sumtimes de stress gets into me..

same to boi here.. if ure stressed at werk.. alwaes stop and think y are u dere.. your passion for music? yea, so dat's enuf to keep u goin ritey? hee.. newaes we haven been talking.. de frenship seems to be lost.. once in awhile, it'll pop back suddenly w updates about each other.. well, wad else can i ask fer..

mm.. wad else's happening?

jass's attached.. so i guess it was a fling.. haha.. well, wads new w guys.. sumdae i'll turn into les..

noticed sumthing about myself.. i carn lurve fer long.. and i dun fall in lurve easily.. dere's only 2 so far dat wasnt like dat.. bud it ended de same wae.. aha..

well.. if anione's reading.. i'll just say dat i'll be bloggin here from time to time..

shane: moved.

2006-05-13T11:44:00.000-07:00

i've moved.
to my own personal blog.
i'll miss it here. but guys do remember to tag okay!
i wanna know who's actually reading my blog.
so... pls leave a tag? yup! leave the tag here!
thank you my dear frens!

http://lostindestars-x.blogspot.com

shane: LAST post..

2006-05-12T21:50:00.000-07:00

well....

this may be a last post. for this blog.

renee wants out, so...
though this blog has been going for almost 2 years...
i guess.. since renee's been busy with her poly schedule..
or maybe some other reasons, which whereby we dun hear from her..
she requests that i change the url and blogskin..

i just feel a lil affected after hearing it.
and... gee. dun really know what to do..

alrite... this probably will just be a last post, (last post. >_<)
before i update you guys with a new address...
stay tuned guys..!

OH.. i almost forgot bout my dearest sister priscilla !
prissy, thank you so much for making this skin for us.
really appreciate and love this skin loads.
it speaks alot bout my passion, my love in this thing called music.
and,

after some time. i've come to a decision.
this blog, i will NOT delete it, or change url.
well....

1stly, becos this blog represents renee's frenship with me.
2ndly, becos i've blogged FAR too much in here, that i cant just delete them off.
really blogged far so much...
3rdly, its to tell prissy, that i love blogskin work. and this blog will stay. =]

so.. RIGHT.
i will NOT touch this blog.
but i guess i'll create a new blog...
so.. people who like to read my blog..
just leave a tag, on my tagboard, and probably, i'll get back to you on my new address?
or maybe i'll just let u guys know. thanks everyone.
thank you all my frens for ur consistent reading. =]
i love all of you. XD~

.lostindestars. 12.may.06 12.57pm

shane: WENTER !! DANTER !!

2006-05-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

HEH HEH HEH !!

wenwen and i met up today!
to get our 2nd pudding, at katong's shop!
the one opposite katong mall, near the overhead bridge to roxysquare,
that dog shop. XD~

there were 3 of them,
of which, 2 are the same colour as wenter.
and another one was abit darker in colour.
yet, it was still a pudding.
it was the only MALE hamster left..
so.... we took it !

yayyy. and of course i paid for it again.
adding everything up.. i've paid $95 for everything,
including the both hamsters, the cage, food and bedding!

T___T ....
wenwen decided to save $30 to pay me back,
as she said the 2nd hamster she'll pay herself.. =O
hohoho.. ogay ogay good good. save my money =xxx
sorry larh.. dandan also no money liao.. heee.
i feel abit sick in the minding, spending $95 to buy these hamster stuffs.

hahaa.. but gawd.
since baobei loves pudding breed.
and pudding are one of the most expensive breed out dere..
nahh! dandan buy for u le. hope u love it baobei. =D

so...
this is it !
say hello to..... DANTER !

he's a lil bigger in size, as compared to wenter.
probably 6-7cm as wenter's barely 5cm.

that's wenwen with the cage. XD~

HO HO HO ! check this out. =p

.ıοѕтιиdєѕтагѕ.« just you & me =] ;; *PUDDING- WENTER & DANTER !* says:
got wenter danter so happy liao arh. =p
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
of coz ma
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
u buy wan
».ıοѕтιиdєѕтагѕ.« just you & me =] ;; *PUDDING- WENTER & DANTER !* says:
=PpPppp
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
WAAAAAA
».ıοѕтιиdєѕтагѕ.« just you & me =] ;; *PUDDING- WENTER & DANTER !* says:
hehehehee.
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
danter slp at e wheel wenter also go ne
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
stick to ta de
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
-.-
».ıοѕтιиdєѕтагѕ.« just you & me =] ;; *PUDDING- WENTER & DANTER !* says:
got hamster happyhappy liao orh someone~~~
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
of coz ma
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
so ke ai
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
cant tk my eyes off dem
{ " W E N D Y - Pudding - DANTER & WENTER ! =D " } says:
HAAHHA

hahaha!
baobeii. remember to love them, the way i love you. =]
watch them grow and breed, AND I'LL HAVE FREE HAMSTERS! XD~

love u darling!
thats ur 8 + 9 month pressie kay! = ((
no money liao.. =(((

haha. shall end here guys.
hope u guys like them. =D

.lostindestars. 12-13.may.06 12.14AM

shane: HAMSTER FOR WENWEN CALLED WENTER! =D

2006-05-11T09:33:00.000-07:00

wenter..

WENTER ..

WENTER !!

XD~~

so.. wenwen and i met at my house bus stop!
den we took bus69 to springfield,
and walked to the pet shop behind springfield!
woooohoooo~ they had this breed of hamsters,
very nice white and cream colour! dont know what breed it is.
the woman said its Roborovski,
but i dun think so.. cos i thought Roborovski's are all white in colour?
or is that White Face Roborovski ?

aniways.. those hamsters are super nimble!
super super super nimble! even i had abit of trouble catching them.
yupp yupp. so.. but they're already quite big..
around 3inches when body straight, and nort crouching.

yeah.. so.. there was another Pudding left on its own.
only 1 pudding left. but this Pudding was the smallest among all the hamsters there.
thats why its on its own.
this Pudding was only around 2inches long when body straight.
and only like 1 inch, when its crouching in a furball shape.

so.. yeah. the 'Roborovski' were $15 each..
there were 3 of them.
and the Pudding was $25.

yupp.. so.. we were quite in a fix.
becos the Pudding's colour is nice, plus its size.. so small and cute !
but the 'Roborovski' were much BIGGER in size, and are cute too..
but are super nimble.
wenwen's afraid she cant catch them. HAHA.

so... guess who we got in the end??
hahaa. yes. as its fully paid by me,
.... i decided to be generous and buy the pudding. XD~
this is it. =]

that shop, as usual, gives us the hamster in a cup. =]

its cute isnt it?

haha! i was telling wenwen,
if i post this pic online, people may think that the WHEEL is big.
but actually. the wheel is quite small in fact, it is that this pudding's really small.

this is wenter !
this is nesa ! compare the sizes. geee.

check out its size!

slightly smaller than my contact lens container.

wenter's only ard 5cm, when body straight!

taking a good view of the inside of its cage!

hoho.. just the cage, bedding and food, costs me $40 already..
plus Wenter.. $25..
T___T $65 .. hahaha!
baobei u betta feel honoured! 8month pressie ogay!. =(

ALRIGHT! POST RE-DONE !
time for a 2nd post bout today. XD

.lostindestars. 10.33pm 12.may.06 redo.

2006-05-10T23:55:00.000-07:00

okay.
now i duno where the HELL baobei is.
u dismissed at 12.30, and now its 2.54pm, nearing 3pm.
i dun hear from you.

u called me at 1.25pm, whereby u said to go eat with ziting,
when the original plan is to come my house and wait for me,
so we can take bus together from my place.

now its 2.55pm, u called me at 1.25pm.
a freaking 1hr 30min has passed,
and I HAF BEEN WAITING LIKE A BLOODY IDIOT.
just where the hell are u.

u know that ur hp cannot be used yet u still.
fuck. i just called you. im fucking pissed now.
u wun even call me to let me know where the hell are u.
knowing that ur hp got no money left, u SHLD HAF CALLED ME WHAT.
i keep on cannot call you, i wondering where in the bloody world are you.
and now i try calling, it gets thru. great.
i've waited a bloody 1 hr 30mins for NOTHING.
WHY DIN U CALL ME.

.........

.lostindestars.

shane: update 6-10may! wen's hamster cage.

2006-05-10T08:45:00.000-07:00

OKAY!
back to bloggg!

im gonna blog bout practically 2 topics today!
wenwen's hamster cage, and the alumni CHALET! =D

MAY 10th !

today! i met wenwen up after her school ended at 3pm!
soo... today....

we went so many places!
from meeting at bedok,
to parkway,
to katong,
to bedok again,
to simei,
to tampines!

geee. whyyy?!?! just to find a nice hamster cage for wenwen!
ever since wenwen's guinea pig was given away,
and her pet dog bong bong was lost many many months back,
wenwen has never had anymore pets at home.

so on our 8th month, she told me that her
classmate's selling $2.50 for 1 hamster.
so..... i encouraged her to buy 2 hamsters!
and that i'll settle the rest for her! yuppp!

so today, we first went to parkway and katong area.
the cages at parkway, are DAMN expensive, although nice and fancy.
but wenwen and i didnt see any which we particularly liked.
alright, so we walked to katong.
opposite katong mall there was a shop, so we went in..
and the moment we went in, 2 dogs came running out to greet us!
haha so cute.. 1 chihuahua and 1 more dono what breed.
that shop let their dogs loose like that.

we searched the whole shop for cheap food, bedding and of course cages,
but still we didnt see any we particularly liked again,
the cages there are of acceptable price, but nort as fancy like those of parkway's.
and we also saw three BABY hamsters in the shop.
1 dwarf hamster, de other 2 looks like pudding to me!
pudding's fur coat colour is just so nice!
haha.. no wonder they selling these baby hamsters for $30 for one. -___-"
they're like only the size of half ur EZLINK CARD'S length.
probably only 2-3 weeks old. =]

NXT STOP! katong mall's small pet shop. super small.
saw bro there, bro works there yupp.
nothing much particularly in his shop, as he said they're moving soon.
yupp skip skip.

time flies. it was 5 already,
and since wenwen and i couldnt find ani cage we like,
so... i decided to go tampines, the shop which we bought eugene's hamster.
but wenwen mentioned a shop in tampines 201, which i've no idea where is that,
but we still went dere in the end..

HOO HOO ! its a big shop with loads of cage choices!
HOO HOO ! so.. after 15-20mins of choosing, we found our cage. =]

this is it !
she wants a simple and cute cage like this,
although i wanted the more expensive cage which can be linked.

and of course, nort forgetting the food and bedding.
decided to buy 2 types of bedding so can mix, and the colour will look nice. =]
yes yes... fully paid by me. T__T
$39.30. HAHA i dun even spend this amount of money on myself lor. =x
but its okay larh. for wenwen's 8th month pressie. hurhur love love! =D

speaking of hamsters,
although Neji's no longer with us,
Nesa's still healthy and strong!!

she's still as cute isnt she ? =D
she's just a big round furball now! =D

look at my cages.
i've linked them together.. so spacious now.
but whats the point, there's only Nesa left. =((

HAHA
YAY-NESS.
ALRIGHT!
wenwen's getting only 1 hamster from her classmate tmr.
so.. im meeting wenwen tmr again, to go tampines,
the place where we bought eugene jodie's hamster and cage,
to get wenwen's 2nd hamster! hopefully pudding's still selling cheap! =D
and im gonna set up everything for wenwen tmr!
just like how i did for eugene back den! =D

MAY 5th !

blue freshlook contacts!

MAY 6th !!

this is the day when the band alumni had their bbq-cum-chalet! =]
wooohooo. heard its FULLY paid by Mr Poh to thank the alumni!
heh heh~ nort bad ah he~ =D

hurhur! its at the changi area lar! so ulu and scary.
right behind OCH (Old Changi Hospital).

wait wait. is this even OCH? haha i dont know.
if its nort this, means its the building behind this.

okay its quite a big BUNGALOW larh!!

just look at inside!
................... wait...... -____-"
khairul get out of my picture pls. -___-"

okay done~ sorry bout that~ khairul extra. =D
HA HA. yup, thats de BIG kitchen behind there.

and there are like 4 rooms! and each room are super big too!
each bedroom there is like twice the size of my condo bedroom larh. -__-"
and out of which, dere's one room, with a baby's cradle at one corner.

=X HAHAHA.
DAMN SCARY RIGHT. WHATS A BABY'S CRADLE DOING THERE. O_o

hmmm
OKAY!
so....
upon reaching theree..

some of them started playing mahjong. -_-"
and a few others crowd around them, like so NICE to watch liddat. O.O

some sat down and started playing card games like daidee and blackjack.

quite a few of dem sat down with Mr Poh and started crapping.
okay wth is wrong with mr poh's expression. HAHA.

some sat down and watch tv.. okay lar only 2, nort some. hurhur.

and the hardworking (greedy) ones started bbq-ing.
(must be for demselves. HAHA NO LAR.)

HAHA okay...
and soon.. it started raining HEAVILY..
bad news.. all the wasps started flying into de bungalow.

horrible. simply horrible.
and so, i started Project WASP-TERMINATION.

took newspaper, and started hitting them one by one when i see them. =X
HEY I HELPED THE WHOLE ALUMNI OKAY!
otherwise, the wasps will be EVERYWHERE in the condo,
and no one would dare to walk. XD~
three cheers for shane~ XD~~~

hmmm!
andd...
after around 7.30pm, everyone started getting a lil bored,
so... some of them, PLAYED WITH MAHJONG TILES.

this is their end product. mahjong wall. =D

and as for me.. i played with cards...

and... TADA~ -___-"

HAHA surely u've nort forgotten,
my 2nd guinea pig, whom allowed Mr Hairdresser Tan,
to cut his precious hair ? haha.

tada! his hair look great now doesnt it!
qamar bro, warh! i must really compliment you,
for being able to adapt to ur new hairstyle,
and learning to style it nicely so quickly!
must really compliment you on that. haha. =D

that's all for that day!

MAY 7th !

this day.. i zhi lianed. XD

dont know why, i just like this pic alot. =D

hoho, the side view. its nice isnt it?
i editted it too. =]

beautiful right? is this pic familiar?
this pic was taken just few days back, in month MAY.
haha. let u all guys see why it looks familiar.

=D got it now ??

yupp! this pic was taken 4months back in january!
my hair was so short and i had nort bought a hair straightener back then. =O

MAY 9th

yes.. shane is sick. T_T

noticed anithing diff about me here?
YES LET ME ANSWER UR QUESTION!

yes i did trim my brows. =]

AND I DID IT MYSELF! FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!
ppl say i siao, cos i may just screw up and mess up my own brows.
HAHA. but oh wells. im confident. XD
just that it looks too straight now. =(
but much better right? =]

haha alrite! shall stop bloggin! im tireddd!
its 1.15AM already! waking up at 11 tmr, and meetin wenwen duno what time. =(
hurhur.. hamsters for wenwen! yipeeee! XD

.lostindestars. 1.19AM

shane: a REALLY happy 8th month. =]

2006-05-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION

TO EVERYONE

WHO READS

MY BLOG!!

*psst*

hey guys!
if i DID not personally give you my blog URL,
could you leave a tag on my tagboard,
to let me know where u got my link from?
especially ENG HENG! =D
thank you!

MAY 8TH !

HURHUR!
i dun careeee! i insist on blogging bout today first!
today is baobei wenwen and i's 8TH MONTH !!

time seem to pass superbly fast!
baobei and i have been together for 8 months!
haha. of course, the way we count our 8months,
is more special than other people, that every month, its a diff. date. =]

but shucks!
today, i forgot to bring my camera out.
so... no pics on today!

today was just like any other day.
simple yet.. its one of our happiest.
we didnt go to any special places to celebrate,
but only that, i brought baobei to century square and TM.

the first place we went was century's Mickey Mouse shop.
many days back i already wanted to buy the purple-black slip-on for baobei.
yupp.. so...
there's this guy larh. i've seen him thrice.
and. he doesnt appear decent.
okay, like some ah beng larh, cos of his hair.
u know... that kinda hair which.. both sides left&right shaved,
only leavin one stretch of long and thick hair in the middle.

yar. punk, or whatever u call it.
yeah. so this guy. the FIRST day i went there alone for window shopping,
check on the price of the slip-on and so on.
he came to me and ask if i needed anything,
and then he said.

punk guy: "ni shi xing jia po ren ma?" (are u a singaporean?)
me : "shi" (yar)
punk guy: "ohh, ni hen xiang zhong guo ren" (oh, u look like u're frm china.)
me : "shi ma? hmm" (oh really? hmm.)

den 2 days later, i went back again alone of course.
i'll skip the conversation on the prices and so on.
just move on to the funny ones

punk guy: "ni you cha eyeliner ah?" (you put on eyeliner?)
me : "yar."
punk guy: "woooohoo~ hao kan. (wooohooo~ nice. ) *sticks his thumb out*

HAHA. IM LIKE W-T-H. -___-"

okay.. so.. today brought wenwen with me to de shop,
and then, i gave him my number,
told him when new stocks come in, give me a call,
as there wasnt wenwen's size ma. yupp.
so he went like this.

"harrr.. zhi you stocks lai cai ke yi da gei ni ah? bu ke yi jio ni chu qu meet meh"
(harrr. only when stocks arrive den can call u ah? cannot meet u out meh?)

HA HA HA.
he sounded bloody gh3y lar!
LOL. i meant the way he said it.

okay. i just received 3 msges from him.

"Purple or red ?"
"I just ordered."
"Wed wan meet?.."

LOL! so fast want meet me. LOL.

oh yar. and when he gave me his number,
he saw my handphone's background.
this one.

oh damn! i cant upload the pic..
BLOGGER SUCKS. T___T

punk guy: "eh send me your handphone picture leh! nice sia"
me : "huhh. its ME leh"
punk guy: "HUH REALLY MEH? I THOUGHT SOME JAPANESE GOTHIC BOY SIA"
me : "haa."

-__-" dont know why people like to be labelled,
or like to label people.
i aint a gothic, and people dont need labels! =]

tada.. okay lets move on!
so.. wenwen and i had a normal day,
doing the things we'd normally do on ANY other outing.
like going to arcade to play bomberman,
and strolling ard TM and CS.

speaking of which.
I COMPLETED THE WHOLE GAME OF BOMBERMAN,
WITH ONLY 1 COIN TODAY !!!!!!!! XD~~~~~

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tralalaaa~
what makes today so special..
enjoyable... happiest...

was that..
today, both of us, had NO quarrels..
NO misunderstandings, NO unhappy faces,
NOTHING AT ALL !! XD~~

gawd.. baobeiii.
i want everyday to be like thisss!
lets both change for the better!
all the time, dandan's being telling u to change,
but this time, i'll change for ur sake too.

lets say 'bye bye' to all the un-needed sensitivity.
lets say 'bye bye' to all the faces and vulgarities.

becos.. i want everyday to be like today..
its the 2nd monthly anniversary day which i really felt so happy baobei.
i believe its the same for you.
the first was on our 3rd month, december 19th.
when we went to pasir ris park !
the second is today! may 8th.

i love you baobeiii !
i really enjoyed myself today, although we din do anithing at all.
we din specially go to a place to celebrate it or what..
its just like any other day,
but i really enjoyed it.

no more unhappy days for us alright?
lets cherish every day from now on!
love you darling dear! ^___^v
happy happy 8th month!

.lostindestars. 1.02AM 8-9.may.06

shane: loved neoprints! double belt.

2006-05-04T09:34:00.000-07:00

hmmm!

MAY 1st !

this day, baobei and i went for neoprint!
we've nort taken neoprint with just the both of us,
for quite some time already!
all the while we always take with eugene and jodie. =D

tadaa! look at her blur face! =p

HAHA! pig face. XD~

hahaa! ahHhH~
yar, i dun even know what kinda expression we're giving. HAHA.

people say, leave the best for the last.
and im telling u guys, i love this the most!
hahaa. the 'twist' is HER hand, that fore finger is MINE. =D

dont know why.
i just love this neoprints the most.
we've took cards, we've took neoprints together,
but this time, is the first time im so satisfied with the shots!

perhaps cos we both look superbly sweet in the prints. =D

the original.

the editted.
it was badly editted larh. i've no idea how to edit this pic. =((

MAY 2nd !

hmm! this day. jodie eugene, met up with wenwen and i.
FOR DINNER @ KFC!

gawd. we ordered the family meal!

8pc chicken.
6pc hotwings
4 reg. coke
1 med. mash potato
1 med. coleslaw

hooo hoooo. price was $21.95.
but of course we changed this changed that.
in the end the price was ard $23.
butttt.. okay what! we had our fills. =D

trlalaa. after which, we went to bedok's NTUC fairprice for ...
window shopping. XD

this is what happens, when she sees nipples.
>=

buy one carton of fruit juice, get wenwen free! XD~

MAY 4th !

hmms...! i went out today with a new idea on my style of dressing.
i had 2 stud belts. or how u spell the 'stud' word.
so... this is my idea!

tada! criss-cross! cool? =/

i do prefer the back view. it looks nicer frm behind. =D
hur hur. =D

can anyone teach me how to post video clips!
i wanna post a clip of me! =((

thats all for the past few days folks! =D
stay tuned!

.lostindestars. 12.55AM 4-5.may.06

shane: SUNSET! BBQ! HAIRCUT ! =D

2006-04-30T17:04:00.000-07:00

baobei oh..
dandan miss u..
im sorry bout those that i said last nite..
but they're true after all.

thought over it..
i felt damn upset larh..
just dun get sensitive okay..
sigh.
i love you. missing u loads baobei.

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the time is 8.06AM noww..
i slpt ard 4 yesterdae.. and woke up at 5..
only 1hr of slp.. tiredd...
couldnt get to slp. =((

went to reservoir at ard 5.50pm to meet rin,
but he came only at 6.10. -___-"
20mins shld haf stay at home shake leg. lol..
yuppp. we went to take... SUNRISE SHOT! =D

gotcha rin ! =D
nice pic isnt it! natural. =]

this is rin's exclusive digital SLR,
a really professional camera.

its lovely.. =D
but becos of copyright reasons, i'll only post one photo. =]
so lovely isnt it? =D

lets continue blogging on other days with pictures. =D

APRIL 28th !

heh! i designed my own character!
i duno why. but it turned out to alot like
FFX's TIDUS and FF7's CLOUD. LOL!

okay larh. it isnt really very well drawn..
after all im nort one person who draws animation.
so can draw liddat.. nort bad liao ogay..! XD

APRIL 29th !

i went to trim my hair, and redo my colouring this day!
which was yester-yesterday. errrr...... -____-"
okay, which was the day before yesterday,
yes! that sounds more appropriate. v^_^

this was the colour and style before going to salon.
longer hair.
styling with wax+spray,
inclusive of drying and straightening
will take me as long as 45mins.

i know the colour looks the same..
but its actually DIFFERENT!
the highlights are lighter in fact...

HO HO HO....
say bye bye black roots! XD~

i spent a total of 4 hours in that salon. -____-"
hahaa! styling with wax+spray now..
still inclusive of drying and straightening..
only 20-30mins !! XD

in fact.. i feel that i can go out without styling at all!
just straighten my hair, and i can go out liao!
cos its layerred and shorter, i dun need to style so much.

HO HO HO!
so this day, we went to our
PIT PERCUSSION + TITANS DRUMLINE (MAIN PERC.) BBQ !

im just glad all of them had loadsa fun!
so glad to see them enjoying.. =D

tada.. the scenary at changi beach!

they went down to de shore shortly after they arrived!
initially a few.....

after which, all follow the crowd,
and more and more went downnn...

den they started drawing.. geee.. so big. O_O

yupyup, thats my most doted junior. carmen~

and de junior i love to tease the most, aqidah,
TURNED BACK AND TEASED ME.
if u can see what she wrote. -____-" *grrr*

i drew mine too of course.
heee. i love u baobei.
wendan. =D

and they started playing soccer by the beach. -____-"

of course, huifang, as usual, always isolate herself.
one person alone dere, playing with sand. -____-"
so we went to ask her to join us, she refuse....
so NO CHOICE, haf to use the smart way. =D

they took her slipper and ran off with it,
so she came chasing after, and they played 'monkey' with her slipper.
L O L . i simply love my sectionS. =D

and soon it got hot~
and asyraf started stripping. ^_~

HAHA THIS PICTURE WAS JUST SO 'ON TIME'.
fahmy, what the hell you doing to sonia? XD~~~

HAHA..
oh wait... aqidah found something, and brought to show the rest.
it was left dead on the shore.

proud to present,
THE HORSESHOE CRAB!! (thats what khairul calls it) .
he claims that its called that way, well i dont know. =x
OMG. LOOK AT KHAIRI's "WTF" face. LOL!

a few close ups...

cant seem to find its eyes... hmmm.
OH....!!

found it! =D

and the horseshoe crab,
has got a .....

really sharp tail ! =O
crabs haf tails? HAHA. kewl.

moments later, the gurls went..

wild. =D
aqidah, faizah, carmen, sonia, mavis.
GEE.... LOOK AT HOW HIGH AQIDAH JUMPED ! O_O

khairi, and his drum major dreams..... -____-"

carmen's ............ frog.
looks more like ET to me. LOL.

soon... the sun set,
and it was nightfall.
they had loadsa food.
fishball, sausages, chicken wings, corn..
was that all?
nah.... there was also..

STINGRAY! O_O
i have not ate stingray before. din try. lol.

alrite! blogging of BBQ comes to an end here!
as i had no more pictures!
NEXT DAY!

APRIL 30th !

qamar, came to my house for his haircut.
heh heh.. din i say i cut eugene's hair the other time,
and he was SATISFIED and LIKED his hairstyle?
qamar bro entrusted his hair to me,
as his hair was really really really long and thick already.
so........

this is how qamar looked before the haircut,
the simplest hair to style, the rooster hair. LOL =D
qamar loves jrock nowadays,
and he said he likes my hair, so i decided to cut layer,
and spike hair for him.
as thats the only haircut i can do, cutting layer.
but... its good enuf.

this is the back view!
by now u shld be able to tell. how THICK and LONG it is..
its superly thick....

thats why i spend 2 and a half hours to cut it.
the longest haircut ever.

EEEE. SO MUCH HAIR. HAHA.

AFTER TWO AND A HALF

LOOOOOOOOOOOONG

HOURS.... ..... . ..

qamar, went to wash his hair,
and mr hairdresser-cum-hairstylist
PERSONALLY dry and straightened his hair.
(hey bro, u think u so big ah. HAHAHA)

and then, tada. the final look is here.

its so layer-ed now isnt it!
weeee-u-weeeeee!
can ALL OF YOU reading my blog,
CLAP FOR ME PLEASE! XD~~~~~

wait wait! dun clap first!
A- HA !

the fringe is abit screwed larh, but nvm!
i'll get it done, when his fringe is longer!
i totally changed qamar bro's hairstyle!
scroll up and look at his previous pic!
hhaha. i even taught him how to style..
last time was styling my cousin's hair,
cos my cousin jiajin had nice hair. but din know how to style.
im sure u guys remember right?
think it was in february or march. =D

OKAY NOW CLAP!
HAHAHAHA. =D

ARE YOU GUYS IMPRESSED?!
SHANE CAN CUT HAIR LEH!!

hahaa. bro, im just glad that u like ur hairstyle
and is VERY satisfied with it.! im glad!
u're my 2nd guinea pig!

1st and 2nd attempt to cut hair..... SUCCESS!!
=D

HAHA. lastly.. about me!

my hair here, is PLAINLY only styled using hairspray.
THATS ALL! soo nice liao right? hahaa. my hair's well layered =D

alrite.. shall end here.. its 9.50am already.. im tired. =D

.lostindestars. 9.48AM

shane: update pictures! 14-28april!

2006-04-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

just a few more SYF pics for u guys!

the titans alumni shirt. our logo,
designed by one of our very own alumni, KAI YEE.
who's now in TP's design school.
kai yee really rocks, he draws SUPER WELL.
i once saw him drew his OWN EZ-LINK card during art club lesson in 2003.
superb! and judging by the logo, his graphic design, must be damn good.
he's really good larh! =D

the combined section of both Pit percussion and Titans Drumline (main perc.)

what we finally achieved ONCE again!
the central judging GOLD award. =D

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of course nort forgetting that. they celebrated baobei's bdae
at princess mac, after competition! this is her cake ! =D

and of course.
NOT FORGETTING!
MY PRESENT TO WENWEN! =D
my 7thmonth+bday pressie to baobei! XD

this was the idea initially,
without the plastic covers..

in the end, i used my brain in finding whatever i could use,
AND TADA! tis is it. =D

tsk! cute isnt it? just trying to be creative. =p
baobei loves it. *HUGS* darling. =D

aawww. damn. i guess i'll give up posting the SYF pictures.
there're just too many of them !

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i'll give it a miss! alrite. now time to blog other things!

APRIL 14th !

baobei gave me this that day!
for our 7th month! she made it herself! =D
so lovely. i love u darling dear! =]

andd...
we went out!
with eugene and jodie again as usual.
double dating is always fun! =D
as usual, to our usual haunt, TM and CS. =D

at toysrus.....

HORNY BAOBEI. XDDD!

us! =D

APR 15th !

remember the day i said, i went over to eugene's place to help him out?
with de MUFFINS ? rememberrr ?
finally i get to post the pictures. hooo hoooo~

the ingredients!

me kneading de paste. =D
okay larh. i know my hair's farnie. HAHA. =D

eugene filling the cake cup. =D

our first attempt! -____-"
we learnt what is called -EXPANSION-,
and that we cannot fill the cup FULL with paste. =D

the greentea and coffee flavoured paste that i created!!

when dere's time to rest, u BETTER rest.
becos we started from 10pm, and for me, i accompanied him till 3AM.
but in the end i couldnt take it animore, so i slpt at 3.
that boy slpt at 6. -___-"

check this out!
the rash that band gave me. lol. =x

the night view at eugene's place!

eugene's lovable lil brother! cutesy! =D

the final look of the muffins.
this was using my green tea paste.
as eugene RE-DID everything.. but din turn out the way he wanted to..
so yup! green tea muffins for jodie! =O

FEB 18th !

the marimba's finishedd... lol.

yoji ? what ball are u playing with????

do u see someone??!

yes! nesa!
how can yoji bully nesa. =((
BAD DOG. >=

OH YEAHH~~~ =D

APR 25th

my fringe's so long liao! haha. =D

APRIL 26th !

i changed a way of styling my hair!
no more parting! all hair styled to the front.
but it isnt obvious here. =D

i used photoshop to edit my brows.
i wanna pluck my brows soon! duno go where.....
i wan i wan iwan =((

trying to act cheeky. =D

APRIL 26th !

i did a lil camera whoring. =D
i hope its more obvious for u guys to see.
that i changed a way of styling. =D

no more parting!

my sweetest smile~ =D

a close up smile~ =D

lookin away~

da0 look! =D

went out with wenwen baobei that day.
she bought new hipster shorts on the 23rd.

cant even see her shorts. SO SHORT.
OMG! that looks like... =x

APRIL 28th

hard earned savings! T_T

shall blog again tonite!
wanna go out now to play bomberman! =D

.lostindestars.

shane: SYF PICS! =D

2006-04-25T08:03:00.000-07:00

SYF PICS!!

the whole stretch of alumni.
janice runs the alumni well. u rocks!
u actually managed to get so many of them to come back to cheer and support!
and give them jobs to do.. u're great janice!

there was like... 30plus going 40 alumni, or maybe more?

THE MAIN PERCUSSION !!

all my main percussion! u guys rocks! =]

haha! thats baobei and eugene! =D

MY SIDELINE PERCUSSION !

the mallet percussion ! marimba, xylophone and bells (glockenspiel) !
consists of 7 players. Michelle, Shannon, Shakeela, Mira, Jiafeng, Boonxian, Huimei !

the cymbal players! suspend cymbal, crash cymbal and hi hat !
consists of specifically only 3players, Farhim, Fahmy and Hamizan.

the timpani player, Justin

DARN bloody blogger. T__T
i wanna blog on..... T__T
alrite.. stay tuned!

shane: SYF recount ! GOLD GOLD !

2006-04-23T22:32:00.000-07:00

hoho!
finally! i find myself free to blog again!

suhaila wait until no patience liao ah. HAHA.

oh wells!
SYF is finally over..
we got a GOLD, but this time we din get into de finals.
unlike the 2004, we got into de finals.

it was SO close to getting into de finals larh,
but this year, they only chose THREE bands to get into finals.
unlike 2004, they chose FOUR, so we got in that year.

sigh.
cant blame anyone!
this year, out of 128 ppl in de band,
76 of them are LOWER SEC.
means more den half de band are lower secondary members!
whereby. they STILL maintained the GOLD award!
we're all superly glad to maintain de gold.

im just abit upset, that the TITANS are goin to split up.
stupid springfield teacher, stupid springfield principal,
curse you! =((

what all of us can do now, is to PRAY,
PRAY really hard that de teachers will think twice,
and will nort split us up, after all, we've been together since year 2000.

TITANS was formed in 2004,
de premier and pioneer batch was us.
we achieved the gold award that year,

for de ping yi side,
it has been FIFTEEN long years since we last got a gold in 1989.
for the springfield side,
its their FIRST time getting a GOLD for SYF outdoor.

we had no regrets, just tears of joy, and MORE joy.
becos we got the gold, and made it to de finals!

this year.. 2006, something was different.
its as if alot of de band members feeling disappointment!
yes, we may feel disappointed as we din get into de finals,
but its alright my dear band members,
its not our fault, becos this year they only wanted THREE finalist bands!

all of ur seniors, all of the alumni are PROUD of you,
becos we've worked so hard in 2004, de pioneer batch of TITANS,
to achieve the gold award,
the 2006 batch, MAINTAINED the gold !!
and whats most shocking, is that MORE than half de band is lower sec members! =D

right now,
its okay my dear band members.

Tanjong Katong has been a GOLD band since the 1980s,
Bowen a GOLD band since de 1990s,
Deyi also a GOLD band since 1990s.

im nort surprised that they got Gold with honours this year,
and made it to de finals.

one thing we've to admit, is that this year,
we're really in no position to compete with them.

firstly becos we only got our FIRST gold last SYF in 2004.
whereas they've been enlisted GOLD band for 10, 20 over years.

secondly, look at our band size,
we only haf 128 members in the formation,
as compared to other schools, we're STILL the smallest GOLD band.
although it improved as in 2004, we only had 96 ppl in de formation.

thirdly, more den half of our members are LOWER secondary!

but come to think of it, if the TITANS are nort splitting up,
by 2008, these lower sec members will then be upper sec,
and they'd already be VERY experienced already.
at that year, den maybe we'll haf a chance to compete for TOP display band.

and.. IF TITANS are nort splitting up.
this point, i DEFINITELY wanna make it clear to Mr Poh.
that is, to make sure the band does PHYSICAL TRAINING.

mr poh haf certainly neglected this physical training point,
which is the most impt factor.
all the while i knew that physical training IS impt.
but i never realised that it was SO impt, until what happened 2days back,
on the competition day.

when ALL the 8 bands were on de field,
waiting for results, standing at senang-diri position.
they stood dere like robots, for 20-30 mins!

the rest of the other 8 bands, i din see anione faint or felt so weak that they can just fall to the ground. but our band.
gee. its the FIRST time i see SO MANY people falling.
during our batch de most there was only like 3-4 ppl falling.
but this year, gosh, i swear there was around 10 ppl, or MORE!
why ?? firstly becos their stamina is nort dere.
secondly becos of their own personal mindset.

mr poh, u've really neglected this impt factor called one's physical.
to be able to execute all movements sharply and smartly,
like turning-wise. u haf to be of a certain body build.

u cant expect a fat person to be able to turn very fast.
unless he's FAT and FIT.

why some ppl can turn very fast, some ppl cant?
sometimes its nort becos they don want,
but its becos they really cant, due to physical properties,
that the limit of their 'best', cannot be reached, cannot be done,
cannot be performed.

i know its kinda late to start saying all these now.
i know i may sound like im trying to tell ppl that i KNOW alot.
but, if its for de sake of the band, to help them do better.
i'll do it.

and i jolly well make sure, that IF the TITANS doesnt split up,
i make sure that i make this point to MR POH.
or i'll make sure that i take de band leaders for some physical training with me,
den let them go back to train the band.

physical training is really so impt..
now that i realised 2 days back.

the reason why im saying all these,
is becos i realised that for SO many years,
our band NEVER does physical training one!

geee.. okay. lets cut the topic.

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percussion + pit percussion.

thank you so much for all these time.
especially my pit percussion that im put in charge.
all of you gave me loads of rubbish, loads of shit.
but still, those are memorable moments.
after all, u guys did very well on the day itself.
i wanna thank all of you for all ur time, and all ur cooperation.
thank you pit percussion. =]

main percussion.
this year, i din had the chance to take u all.
its one of my biggest regret too.
but mr poh made de decision to let syafiq take you guys.
so.. i cant do much.

given my 2 outdoor experiences,
and the way i led my section in 2004,
having our own personal drum cadence,
or rather percussion cadence, becos i added in sideline percussion parts.

the way i connected my section in 2004,
that we're able to click so well with one another.

im really confident that i was able to bring u guys higher.

nort trying to say that syafiq's no good or what.
yes of course he's good, cos he has brought u guys THIS high up.
he brought the drumline out of all of you.
he created the drumline.
yes of course he's good.

but i believe with my leading skills,
with my adaptability with each and everyone's diff characters.
im confident that i'd haf done a better job,
and would haf led the section better.

its just one of my biggest regret that i wasnt able to take you guys.
but oh wells. since its passed, i shall just let it pass. =]

im proud of ALL of you. =]
i really am. =D

PICTURES will be posted tonight hopefully!!
now im going out! to root for the wushu competition!

.lostindestars. 2.11PM 24.apr.06

baobei oh baobei... T__T

shane: what a tiring day..

2006-04-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

hey hey !
re hi guys!
i've got pictures for u all today! XD

i wanna thank those tagboarders for encouraging me to stay strong!
thank you people! =]

hmm..
lets blog bout YESTERDAY !

BAND

hmmmm...
yesterdae was really a tiring day.
its de FIRST TIME ever since i became an alumni member,
that i was actually so so so tired,
feeling so drained of energy, so empty
and feeling giddy by the end of de day.

imagine running around from the MAIN percussion,
to the PIT percussion, to and fro. telling them what to do!

haa.. MR SURAPON came today!
Mr Surapon is a thailand conductor,
a very established and professional conductor!

i still remember vividly in the SYF OUTDOOR 2002,
when i was only sec2 back den,
playing the quad toms for competition.
HE was invited back den, 1 week before the competition,
to teach us, as in improve our music back den.

and den, again in SYF OUTDOOR 2004,
i was appointed section leader back then,
and it was de same period, like 1 week before de competition.
and dere were mani times that i had to work with Mr Surapon.
he taught and help us to tune de drums and so on.
cool larh!

yupp! so yesterdae Mr Surapon came!
so .. i went over and asked him.

me: hello ! do you remember me?"
surapon: ahh yess. the Snare boy."

omg! he really does remember!
i was playing snare drum in de 2004 year! haha!
hahahaa yeah man.

and den, later thruout the whole band period,
he keep looking for me when dere's anithing to do with percussion,
be it the MAIN percussion or the PIT percussion,
everything that has to do with percussion, he comes to me.

and so.. the whole day, i was rather busy.
running about here and dere, to the pit percussion, to the main percussion.
here and there here and there..

yeahh. and man...
becos the band also had a harsh day.
and towards de last few hours,
when de band was already drained of strength,
when de band couldnt perform animore..
mr surapon asked me to go give the whole band a motivating talk.
geeee.. its been SUPER damn long since i last spoke to the whole band like that..

im not like gim kai larh,
yes indeed he WAS a good drum major cum leader in 2004.
but then its like, its in his blood larh.
he has ALREADY graduated for 2 years,
and until now he's still like..
trying to speak like as if he is still in charge of the whole band.
he arh. im not trying to speak ill of him or what larh..
but now sometimes i really dun like the way he behaves.
he's a super okay fren.
but when it comes to band wise. -____-"

okay yar.. so yep, i gave de band a talk, and pushed them.
and then for de 2nd time, gim kai went with me to give the talk.
his way was more effective! haa of course, he was after all a leader before. =]

tralalaa.
suddenly today, i feel so recognised again.
becos mr surapon approaches me for any problem with de percussion.

remember i used to said i sometimes feel left out and not as recognised. =]
thanks mr surapon, although u did nothing much,
but u made me feel that im capable of handling the section well.
made me feel the feeling which i've nort felt for years ever since the time,
when i was a section leader of percussion for de SYF 04.

although its a super tiring day,
so tiring that i was actually feeling GIDDY at de end of de day,
when i close my eyes for a few minutes, and opened again.

the main percussion's standard now.
they've really surpassed the standard of our time.
this is all because the percussion alumni give in everything to teach them.
im really glad to see their playing standard surpassing us.
but their discipline is still really bad. oh wells..

oh wells.. okay! enuf of band!
so...
LETS MOVE ON !

EUGENE'S PLACE

heh! i accompanied eugene, together with wenwen,
to buy ingredients for making muffin.

too bad, we couldnt find the already-prepared flour,
so... no choice. luckily Yan Wen's F&N is an A1.
he provided us with de ingredients and de recipe!

hurhur.. so we bought all de ingredients!

and den started doing!
OKAY!

blogger's done! cant upload pics!
I SHALL RE-DO THIS POST ANOTHER DAY!
REMEMBER TO STAY TUNED FOR PICTURES! =D

.lostindestars. 10.41PM

shane: wen's dad.

2006-04-14T09:41:00.001-07:00

wenwen and jodie came my house today.
den they stay until ard 2plus, we left to meet eugene at tampines.

i saw baobei's dad today.
he's such an aggressive person larh can.

he's smart. he checked baobei's phone.
and saved my number in his phone.
and den todae he came to find wenwen.
at that point of time we were playing in de arcade larh.
he went into de arcade, and as he stood dere,
looking at wenwen, me, eugene and jodie.
he called my hp. to check if i was there.
damn smart rite??

den after that i picked up.he pointed at me, and ask me to go to one corner with him.
he talked like some bloody ah beng.

"where u studying, u how old? did you send my daughter sms, what 'i love you i love you' one. what u want now? u know wendy already retained one year?? i dun mind if u wanna be frens with wendy, but it BETTER NOT affect her results."

all de while i was telling him,
that I HAD ALWAYS been telling wenwen to study.

den he just shoot me back.
"you dont come and talk so much with me. im just telling you now. I DONT WANT MY DAUGHTER TO BECOS OF THIS, NEGLECT HER STUDIES. yes its good that that u encourage her to study, but let me tell you now. if her results get worst, I WILL COME AFTER YOU. now i have ur hp number. i want to contact you its super easy for me. you dont come play tricks with me. you go ask WENDY, who i am la."

he's like trying to tell me.
"you better go find out who i am outside in this world, before messing with me"

yar right. c'mon uncle.
what kinda generation issit now, and u wanna talk like some bloody gangster.
the gangster generation is OVER la.

i kept telling wenwen in de bus just now..
that from now on.. she gotta study really hard..
that she gotta be a good girl from now on.
cos now I AM involved already.
if she doesnt do well in exams, her dad will come after me.

mr gangster uncle. im nort scared of you or whatsoever,
becos SINGAPORE'S GANGS ARE ALL BULLSHIT.
i dun gif a damn which gang u're frm or whatever.
or how u're gonna deal with me.
i've a brother who's previously an NS policeman.
why do i fear you?

i just don want to see you abusing wenwen anymore.
i cant take it, when u abuse her like the way u do always.
and gawd, let me swear it now,
that i will NOT hesitate to ring up the police,
if u ever abuse wenwen again.

i dun care if wenwen's family will hate me.
i dun care if wenwen's brother, or sister, or mum will hate me.
i dun care if her dad will send ppl to come find me.
i dun give a shit damn.
i just don want to see you abusing her again.

but for now, im gonna do my best,
to make her pass her exams.
you're her dad after all, if u wanna brk us up,
dere's NOTHING we can do about it.

wenwen was rather unhappy when i told her all those facts.
that her dad may follow her wherever she go.
her dad may brk us up, becos of studies.
but i've no choice, i had to tell her all this becos they're after all FACTS.
that may happen.

i dun wanna see us forced to brk up wen,
i dun wanna see you kicked out frm band,
i dun wanna see you abused by dad wen,
i dun wanna see your teachers complaining bout ur results.

its ALL becos of results that all this is happening to you,
from ur dad, to band, to even to cause of our brk up.

so wenwen baobeiii..
u gotta pass 5 subjects from now on.

im gonna do whatever i can to help you now baobei.
in de meantime, we sms less intimate, and meet out lesser.
ur dad.. he's not a safe one.
we better take precautions..

grandma was right,
she predicted that wen's dad will check her phone and contact me.
i often tell grandma bout wenwen's background.
i even told her bout today,

that both mum and grandma now disapproves me and wenwen getting together,
firstly becos of wenwen's age, they're afraid i get into trouble.
secondly becos wenwen has such a abusive dad, they're afraid i get beaten up.

but i dun gif a damn baobei..
i wun let you go.. but u must also help urself by studying hard frm now on,
otherwise if u dun show results, u'll be letting both of us down,
cos we'll get broken up by ur dad and everything..

i love u baobeii.
and i will never let you go..
i'll do EVERYTHING that i can,
to stop ur dad frm abusing you..
to make ur dad trust u more.
to make u stay in band,
to prevent us from brking up..

and all that has to do with, RESULTS.
i'll do everything i can to help u baobei.
i love you.

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aniways! we caught de movie todae, BLACK NIGHT.
scary~! haha. but nice, hardly watch horror movies. =p
i spent $26 dollars todae... so much... T____T

hate spending money.

$9.50 for de movie
$8 for my celestial zone comic.
$2 for food
$2.50 for de movie food.
$2 on arcade
$2 for drinks.

omg..... so much... T___T
hate to spend money. geeee.
but okay larh. once in awhile. =]

i love baobeii.. =]

.lostindestars. 1.08AM 13-14.apr.06

shane: wen's dad.

2006-04-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

wenwen and jodie came my house today.
den they stay until ard 2plus, we left to meet eugene at tampines.

shane: chou chou..~

2006-04-12T12:56:00.000-07:00

baobei wenwen orhhh..
dandan just came back frm ur place..
cycled dere....
u were slping already i guess..

couldnt find sia!!
search de whole bin also cannot find..
why ahhh. grrrrr...
why ur daddy liddat oneee....

eeee. my hand chou chou sia!
i wash 3 times liaooo, now i feel my hands so dry.. lolll. =p

nvm.. ask daddy to buy books for you again lor..
how can he throw de books away liddat..
if come to worst, he dowan buy, dandan buy for u. T_T

love u darlinggg.
be strong..
remember what dandan said to you at de playground today..

and remember.. no matter what happens to you,
dandan will stand with you. hugs baobeiii...
hao lee.. im sleeeepyyyy...

yes i am...
sleeeeeeepppppyyyyyy......

.lostindestars. 4.04AM 12-13.apr.06

shane: neji passed on..

2006-04-11T04:38:00.000-07:00

. sighhh...

neji..
neji.. this time, really die le.. SIGH.

i damn heartpain laaaa. T___T
all de while when it was in my room, wasnt it alrite....
DAMN la.. bro brought my cage and put it in his room,
cos we bought de link, to link both cages...

but most of de time he is out of de house,
feed de hamster also i must do it for him..

bro said, nesa and neji fought, and must haf bleeded to death.
sighhhh..........
he died so horridly.. DAMN la...

this was de day i bought NEJI....
18.jan.06 ...

neji and nesa were so small back den......
they were so okay last time.. why now suddenly keep fighting..
and dis kinda things had to happen...
neji.......... come back to me.... T____T

neji...... come back to me......

15.feb.06
they used to be so loving.... why recently keep fighting... why why... T___T

sighhh...
okay.. im gonna post de pictures of neji's dead carcass.

WARNING !!

let me warn u guys, if u arent prepared to see it,
dun see it. close this blog right now.
alrite... im gonna post it.....

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sigh.... my condo area.. nowhere i can bury it.
in de end, just threw it away like that.
SIGHHHHHH.

why like that...
wasnt it okay when de cage was in my room......
yes.. they do fight... but why fight until so bad....

now nesa's face, at her nose dere.. dere's a cut dere....
and its quite a big cut... why fight until like that....
sigh....

sigh sigh sigh sigh...
heartpain...

whats de point of having 2 big cages linked together now...
when there's only Nesa... and Nesa's injured too... sigh....

oh wells.. i better end here.
T___T

neji come back to meee.....

.lostindestars. 10.07PM 11.apr.06

shane: percussion oh percussion..

2006-04-09T11:09:00.000-07:00

started doing my electone arrangement today!
been quite a long time since i last WROTE music so neatly. haha.
yuppp.

huh? ohhh. u must be wondering whats an arrangement.
yup, alrite in the electone study course, our exams frm grade 8 onwards,
all de way to grade 5, or if u wish to pursue further, to a 4 or 3,
all these exams, would require at least 2 arrangements.

arrangements are music, either composed by urself,
or u simply arrange ur favourite song, into an electone piece!

yupp. writing arrangements are superly time consuming.
HAHA. but whats fun and can be quite of a headache,
is when u're setting ur own sounds, and sequencing drum rhythms.

all the time since grade 8,
mr tan has been doing all the setting of sounds and drum sequences for us.
but this time round. nah.
i wanna be independant, and furthermore, its MY music.
only i'd know how to bring out the emotions.

err. yeah of course mr tan would know too,
but after all, its MY own arrangement right ?
i dowan to be dependant on him for setting sounds and sequencing rhythms,
just like the rest of the class!

right.. so.. today i started writing arrangement number 1 for grade 6 exam.
the song is.. NI ZUI ZHEN GUI !

a super retro, but damn touching sentimental.
mr tan advises that i do one slow song and one fast song.
so.... i was thinking to arrange a song from FIR.
like maybe.. wo men de ai ? or... lydia or revolution ?

hey sounds cool, but to sequence the drum rhythms into
such ROCK style.. will not be easy.
but oh wells. i'll try yar? =D

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alrite! lets talk bout yesterdae..
i finally vent out everything bout my sideline percussion yesterday.
on friday, an extra practice was organised FOR them.
mr poh arranged it.
soooo.. i had to give up meeting wenwen baobei,
just for the sake of my section's extra practice.

and guess what?
8 out of 13 came, and of which 2 left later.
which means we brought down all de instruments.
and left with only 6 people to bring them up.

such irresponsible ppl. they absented demselves without informing.
and yesterdae i just let out everything.
like... whether or not they feel its fair to demselves,
and whether or not they feel its fair to ME.
i gave up all my holidays, and dedicate them to band.
to teach my sideline percussion, and until now,
this whole crucial period, this tight tensing period of only 2 weeks before competition.
there're STILL people absenting themselves without valid reasons.

yupp. and great.
the MAIN percussion screwed up today too,
and caused mr poh to be terribly disappointed.
while mr poh was lecturing dem, all de percussion alumni stood dere watching dem.

after mr poh left, haa. cute.
khairul and syafiq and i were standing in front of de section,
yet they din wanna start saying anithing to de section.
i looked at dem, they looked at me, den i told them to talk,
they din want to. u probably can tell how upset they were too.
so upset dat they duno what to say to de section.

oh wells.. so.. i took initiative to be de first one.
and so i lectured de main percussion too..
what mr poh said was right.
when de section broke down during de formation,
NO ONE took de initiative to start de whole section going again!

geee. den what in de world we appointed de percussion leaders for?
when they dun take de initiative to start de section going.
its like.. when de section brokedown, they all just stood dere stunned!
and just broke down like that, and whats worst,
they broke down during their very own PERCUSSION SOLO.

okay.. cute.
so.. yupp. i started the ball rolling,
and lectured dem.. and den came khairul.
felt that what he said was true.

"regret is a useless emotion, after u get ur results on de field"

yeah. i so totally agree with you khai.
geeeee.

oh wells. asyraf.
when i saw him at de bubbletea shop.
i put my hand on his shoulder, and told him in de face.

"asyraf, i brought you into the section when you were sec1 back in 2004. i personally told mr poh to let you join the percussion when u were sec1. you never let me down. in fact, u shone brightly that year when u were sec1.
but.. whats happening now asyraf ?
initiative, leadership. i hope u wun disappoint me. "

man! i swear its my first time talking so seriously to him.
right in the face i told him that. geeee.
but he has never let me down larh.. i hope to see leadership in you soon boy. =]

man.. i gotta stop here.. its late.. =]

.lostindestars. 1.58AM 9-10.apr.06

shane: update!

2006-04-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

wooo~
on wednesday,
i went lasalle for the english test. -__-"
chicken la! no 90% also got 80% laa. lol.

after which met baobei up! taught her maths again.
tralalala.
after which we went to play our favourite game again!

BOMBERMAN!! BOOM BOOM!

we also played mole mole! =p

trallaaa..
after which.. we went 2nd floor toilet dere sit down!

baobei acting cute! =p

and den.. at de corner where babies change deir diapers,
dere got water dispenser maa.

okay laaa. she win already la! drink from de dispenser straight. LOL.
no cup maa. horrible baobei =p muAH!

see see! act cute again =p
hahahahaa. so cute rite. *hugs* dearieee.

and of course we zilianed! pls dun look at my hair.
bad hair day. T__T
LOL.

alrite! the both of us!

damn! i look fat! t___T
hahhaa! trallala.. aniway. im tired.
shall update again about band!
love u guys!

>lostindestars. 12.33AM

shane: tralala!

2006-04-03T10:43:00.000-07:00

oh! i din mention that i stayed at home for 2 daes on thursdae and friday!
becos something happened to my face. =((
and it was in BAD shape, so bad that i din wanna go out. =((

i swear! i wun EVER use OXY cover again. -___-"
horrible, it caused my face to be itchy.
and i must haf scratched it overnight.
it was SOOO red. that i was forced to stay home for 2 days. =(
but now its better. =D

i opened my new box of freshlook contacts!

grey! =(( it isnt very obvious frm afar.
but its damn comfortable! i HARDLY feel uncomfortable when putting on!
that must be why its so costly! $80 for 3pairs. =O
hurhur! but i'd still prefer my i-dazzle one.
becos im goin for BOLD looks. =]

shall try freshkon after my grey and BLUE freshlook contacts expire. =D

tada! look at shane's hair! getting longer and longer! =D
look at my black hairrr.. its growingggg.. and its SO obvious now..
and mum still refuses to bring me to her salon and dye again.
and just keeps saying "dye what dye! ur hair can last you at least 6months!"
-_____-"

right right mum... 6 months.. rightttt... -____-"
arghhhh i wanna go re-do another colour soon larrrr T___T...

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baobeii and i met up after her school today!
ard 2.30pm. =D

and and.....
we went parkway!!
i've been trying to get baobei to study all the while since beginnin of de year larh.
finally she's willing to study.
of course she's still unhappy when i nag at her to study sometimes,
buttt.. nevertheless, she knows she HAS to. finally. =D

so today! baobei studied with me.
i taught her! okay larh, sec1 work is no mean feat for me! =D
but once she promotes to sec2 nxt year, i probably cant teach her animore.
or maybe i shld go recap my maths, just for de sake of teaching baobei!
oh yes! maybe i shld just do that! hehee . =D

i wanna recap my chemistry soon!
gotta help sihua and joy with deir work after SYF.
ms goh says my chemistry until N lvl standard is quite GOOD!
she say that i can go give N lvl tuition. LOL!
okay sihua and joy,
im nort gonna charge you, but u gotta treat me meals after study! =D
HA HA HA. -___-"
baobei must come along too ogay?
i don wanna leave u out! so let me be de 'TEACHER' for the whole day ogay. =D

ogay! haha. so where was i?
hmmmms. yupp! baobei so guai todayyy!
1 hour 35mins study with me! =D
baobeiii u can one ! just that u're super super super CARELESS!
thats alll!

dun forget, everytime u study ONLINE,
or study outside with dandan.
dandan is ALSO giving my time to you!
giving my own free time to study with you,
when i can be doing smth else!
since dandan is giving my free time to you,
u must guai guai ting hua ogay! =]

first time baobei studies so diligently with me!
im glad and really happy. =D
soooooo. i decided to treat her to eat. =D

thats ur reward for being so guai to study 1hr35mins,
and to tahan dandan's scolding and nagging! =P

heheee!
oh yeahh! it was raining today.. so we couldnt go to ECP. T__T
i wannn go ECP with baobeii again. =((
so much memories there right deariee! =p

alrite hush. so we went to some HDB block void deck,
to eat! =D

and den tralala.
we bought 'cha ye dan' from Eu Yan Sang.

okay if u dont know whats that,
its hard boiled egg lar. LOL.

and den..
we went off to katong to walk..
went katong mall! eee the place so ulu one. =O
hahaha. yupppp. tralalala.
yuppp thats our day!

took bus 14 homeee. long journey!
hehehe. love baobei. -hugs- =]

OH WAIT! before i end de post....

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HAPPY 17th BDAY

TO MY LOYAL BLOG READER,

SUHAILA BINTE LALALALA~ =D

hope you'd have a wonder 17th bday susu!
must go spend with bf ah! hahaa. =D

.lostindestars. 2.21AM 4.apr.06

shane: COMP BACK! PART TWO. =P

2006-03-28T09:55:00.000-08:00

*PSST*

THIS IS A CONTINUED POST!

SO SCROLL DOWN TO THE POST

BELOW THIS AND READ FIRST

BEFORE READING THIS POST.

=D

MAR 20th

baobei and i met after her school!
we went east coast and parkway! XD

at parkway.....!!

i hate her height.. =(((
hehehehe no larh. love u so much. =P

at east coast..
baobei so cute cute cute~ TRALALALA~

this pic wasnt planned! i swear! =O
look at her "wtf" face. LOL!

sweet sweet us! =p

baobei so cute so cute. =D
love love. =p

as usual larh! we bought sushi to ECP. =p

MAR 21st

ahhh. the day at de stadium.
din take mani pics. qizheng was holding onto my camera.

thats my sideline percussion, also known as Pit Percussion.
im in charge of ALL of dem, so mani instruments rite? lol.

glockenspiel, xylophone, marimba,
chimes, timpani, gong, concert bass drum,
suspended cymbal, crash cymbal,
and other accessories. =D

a photo with de main band.

MAR 22nd

took this at ping yi's bus stop. wth's a stray cat doin in de school. loll!

awwww. adorable!

MAR 23th

i was actually intending to buy wenwen's bdae-cum-7thmonth stuffs,
at a DIY shop near her house. but i came across this! and bought it! =D

I FOUND EYES FOR XIAO WENWEN2 !!
and its de smallest size, just the right size! 2mm ! =D

this spot at bedok south..
behind bedok green primary..
which i'll always remember.. =]

MAR 24th

im starting to like the way i dress.
haha. looks nicer with de belt rite!
but somehow really similar to bro.
dun like it when ppl compare me and bro. -___-"
oh wells, im just starting to like de camou bermudas. =D

baobei and i went out that day!
to TM AND CS again. our usual hangout place larh.

$2 for 8 pieces of small donuts coated with chocolate. -__-"
i rather eat $2 pokpokgei rice. LOL!!

ehh. why TM's EZONE, now also using FUNWORLD tokens. =O

oh mannn.. i love my hairrr. =p
right side~

left side. =O

and tada! so obvious,
u can see baobei trying to open her eyes as big as she could. LOL.

MAR 24th

nice nice? awww. i think abit too long... gotta trim it again soon.

everything went on the same that day after band,
only after we boarded bus 222, on the way home,
den baobei realised xiaodandan was missing from her hp.
so we took bus 222 BACK to blk 55 dere to search for him,
and dis is where we found him! =O

YOU GOT US WORRIED!!
punish youuu. 1 week stay at home, cannot stick to wenwen's HP!
LOL.

oooo! tis colour combination is definitely better!
XD~~

alright! shall stopp blogging for now! its 3.08AM already.
been blogging for almost 3 hours!
GOOD NITES PPL.

.lostindestars. 3.10AM 28-29.mar.06

shane: MY COMP IS BACK !!!

2006-03-28T07:53:00.000-08:00

HAHA.
MY COMP IS BACK!
IM GONNA FLOOD YOU ALL WITH PICS. WHAHAHA.

MAR 3rd

money money money!

beautiful shot outside TAMP KFC.

i bought freshlook contacts that day!
basket! price went up.
1 week before i asked was $75 for 3 pairs,
1 week later was $80.
dun ever buy freshlook radiance if u're into BOLD looks.

dis is how freshlook radiance, MOONLIGHT, looks like.
nothing much really. just makes ur eye looks kinda glowy glowy. thats all.

MAR 7th

i went down to baobei's area to meet her ard 6plus that day,
after leaving school. i still remember i went down to SP and TP that day to appeal.

so... later in de nite, we went to some playground.

*scratches head*
baobei wad were u tryin to do. O_O

HAHA. she's so cute isnt sheee!
love you so much baobei wenwen! *huggs*

MAR 8th

awww. why people dun like it when i tie my hairr~ cute wadd. =x
hahaa that day was late for band i think, so din bother to style de back part. =D

oh and yes! that midnight, i cycled further down to de reservoir to get my wax,
at where?
at 7-11 !!
i din know 7-11 sells wax !!
i can just die without it. =D

MAR 9th

dis was the date of my LASALLE audition.
EARLY in de morning, i went back to Ping Yi for my recommendation letter.
and i cant enter the school, so i had to call Ms Goh to finish doin de letter,
whilst i bought potato salad frm blk 55's 7-11 for brkfast. =O

ohkay larh. it doesnt taste as bad as it looks. lol. =D

after which, i still remember, i went back to springfield,
to help move de instruments back to ping yi,
and on the lorry, we saw this vehicle. super cool!

if u look closely, its a disabled person's vehicle.
right in the vehicle itself, is a wheelchair.
so cool right ?! even disabled get to drive. super cool. =D

MAR 12th

i went jean yip to trim my hair,
okay larh, it may look the same to you,
but if u really take note of my hair, de top part is trimmed shorter.
and my back part (which u cant see), is also layered and trimmed.

i duno how in de world,
they straighten and style my hair, until it looks so NATURAL.
man... i wanna buy deir straightener, my hairdresser told me its $188. LOL!
crazy..... im only using a $30 hair straightener. LOL.
super nice right ? the way the straighten and style. =D

MAR 13th

wenwen came to my place,
and after i got ready, and bathed and everything,
we went TM/CS to eat!
new york pizza......
we tried de pizza burger..
awfull.......

the pizza burger is super awful laaaa.
how can anione eat it.
but de fries was damn shiok la, super BIG fries.

firstly, its THIS big.
bigger den BK's whooper. =O

secondly, its this THICK,
and wth, its sooo HARD la.
how do they expect someone to eat it.

and LASTLY, the filling's so yucky.
cheese with the urm, u know, the spaghetti sauce.
horrible! total waste of money.

HAHA! baobei posing with de pizza burger .
errr. she must haf thought that it'd be delicious la,
so she seemed so happy. HAHAHA.

MAR 14-17
BAND CAMP.

right...
on the second day of camp,
i went to my table for dinner, and check this out.

right.. since when hotdogs, had condoms on. =O
everyone was joking over my plate, as its de only one with de plastic on.
weird.

the third day.

the main band.

the sideline percussion, had a piano session cum mini concert !
becos 4 of dem, are pianists,
including me and khairul, dere were 6 of us.
so each of us took turns to play!

khairul u bloody clown. LOL.
thats the gong stand.

MAR 18th

i came across this at near somewhere near de bus stop,
bedok north blk 110.

the lizard was found IN the lamp.
and dere seems NO WAY which i could haf got into dere.
which means, someone must haf deliberately put the lizard in dere.
f*** that freaking arsehole!
even a lizard doesnt deserve it.
i even examined de lamp. de below was glued back, using white glue,
and de glue wasnt VERY strong,
means de lizard probably has been in dere for days.

okay!
INTERNET HAVING BIG PROBLEM.
I HOPE MY POST GETS PUBLISHED.
OTHERWISE IM GONNA BE FUMING MAD,
AS I'VE BEEN DOING THIS POST FOR LIKE 1 AND A HALF HOURS?
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.lostindestars.

shane: sighhh...

2006-03-26T09:15:00.000-08:00

using mum's laptop now...

OOO.
i realised i've met wenwen baobei 6days in a row!
from monday to saturdae!!

lets recap.

monday - we went beach
tuesdae - band at stadium, met her after that.
wednesdae - band practice.
thursdae - met her under her house after school.
friday - met her at TM and CS. =D
saturdae - band practice!

WOO!!
out of 6 daes! 4 daes i sent baobei home. wheeee
im becoming such a gd bf. =p hehehehe.
no larh. i love u baobeii! dun sae dandan no send u home ogay. =]

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just now went for yamaha lesson.
mr tan had a recording of his 1996-1997 competition repertoire.
the one he used to compete for electone festival..
all de way to the INTERNATIONAL level.
did i mention that my teacher Mr Tan,
was an international winner?

he got first for electone festival in singapore.
den represented singapore compete in the competition in asia. got first too.
and represented asia, to compete worldwide.
and got 3rd place.

man.. just now when he played his recording on the electone,
i was like listening wholeheartedly..
gee... and watching how he play certain parts..
they're all so unique and so creative....

okay.. lets nort mention about mr tan's composition.
there's this guy called Royston who won the electone festival in 2004.
mr tan's student too i think.
mr tan showed us the score in which royston composed.
and den let us listen to royston's recording... i mean..
what an awesome composition....

i feel so... dont know how to say..
you know.. everyone has dreams..
my dream is to become an established and renowned musician..
somehow.... after listening to their composition.
not to mention mr tan's composition,
just by listening to his student, royston's composition.
its enuf to get me awestruck.

sigh.... i just feel that... i still haf such a long... way.

so what if i can play selftaught piano that well..
its nort really THAT good in fact.
so what if ppl are envious of how well i play de piano..
so what..
so what if i can compose little little sentimental themes.
so what if i can improvise ....

sighh....
what's my lousy composing skills compared to mr tan's or his student's.
i know i shldnt compare, dere'd surely be a vast disparity standard-wise.
yarr.. but i cant help feeling bad larh..
i feel that my dream's so so so far away from me....

i know that a dream's merely just a dream,
if dere's no hardwork and perserverence,
and no sheer luck somewhere within..
and de most impt thing is u work really hard towards it..

i know all this..
but thinking back, to really make it that far,
by now, i ought to be one of those shining from de class.
as in like.. playing wise, music knowledge...
learn things fast, sight read fast.. and so on..
and whats more.. im turning 18 dis year.
im nort young animore..
when ppl wanna shine, dey always shine in deir younger days.

just look at de songs which xm or renee's class play.
i cant even play them..
at least priscilla's better, she could sight read with no problem.
me..? geee.. i cant even sight read or play those songs...

this is nort self pity.
i do not need to pity myself.
i just see how far i am away frm my dream now..
how puny and small i am as compared to other musicians.
how lousy my learning ability is..
how slow my sight reading is...
and so on..

now i really see how far i am, away from my dream..
sigh. BIG BIG sigh..

i wanna work hard..
i wanna make my life outta music..
i wanna shine......

i need guidance..
i need help..

my dream...
i really wanna achieve it..
i really want to..

.lostindestars. 1.43AM 26-27.mar.06

before i forget to wish some people.
i better wish now, although deir bdae's on MARCH28.
so.....

HAPPY BDAE PRISCILLA NG MAY HSIEN SINDO !!
HAPPY BDAE SIS JOANNE !!

oh i just realised they're both born in the same year.
LOL! both 1991 babies. so.... happy 15th bdae girls! =D

shane: monday.

2006-03-22T06:05:00.000-08:00

TUESDAE WEDNESDAE BLOG BLOG!

YESTERDAE!

tuesdae 21.mar.06

in de morning, we were last minute called to gather at pingyi.
becos we MAYBE goin to national stadium for rehearsal.

yupp. everythin went on smoothly,
and we reached de stadium, and gosh. it was tough for de sideline.
the MAIN band was like.. 100metres away from de sideline percussion.
as in REALLY 100m, if u use de national stadium's track to compare.
uh huh.. den its DAMN far..
and had loadsa problem coordinating when de main band is playing.

its like.. when dey play from that distance,
de sound can only be heard in a SPLIT second.
yup.. so everything is delayed by half a second.
yup, so when dey're playing,
de sideline's supposed to play half a second later.

big big prob. uh huh.
oh wells. everythin went on smoothly.
just that i had been shouting de whole day. =O
uh huh.. den after band, i sent wenwen home. =]
and and and!! at wenwen's house bus stop, the kiosk.
the aunty asked me.

'are u working as a hair stylist ??'
'ur hair's nicely done.'

she said to me in chinese. LOL.
WOAH WOAH. 3 cheers for dragonball hair! quick! cheer with me.
LOL. =D

WEDNESDAY

22.april.06

okay! we were last minute, informed de nite before,
to gather at mr poh's house for a last SYF committee briefing.
the final lap, before competition.
woah. i abit shocked larh.
becos like i said, alot of things happening, im always nort informed,
but this time Mr Poh specially informed and included me in the meeting sia.
HAHA. yeah. like i said, after band camp,
i got on better talking terms with Mr Poh.
so now he doesnt leave me out.

cool eh? hurhur.
uh huh.. and guess what happened to de marimba.
man... i thought de pipe came out, is a problem BIG enuf.
now.... man. de whole piece of wood came off.
means.. de marimba had two 'legs on wheels' supporting it rite?
now....... de whole leg BROKE OFF.
marimba needs to be played and moved with XTRA EXTRA precaution.
horrible... sideline ppl. can i kill you guys! grrrrr.

and wth.
nicholas. after scolding him and nagging him.
cos band camp 4 days, he only came 1 day.
and at de stadium itself he couldnt play,
i reprimanded him, and todae he din turn up.
sideline ppl told me, he's quitting competition. wth.
useless bum.

mr poh got everything for de WHOLE band's last lap organised,
like how to improve on de marchin and gimmicks and everythin.
and he said,

"let them hate you for now"

HAHA! wth rite.. means its time to PUSH dem.
punish dem if dey dun do it well.
but.... i've already pushed and punished my sideline loadsa times already.
today i punished dem again. -___-"
why must i keep punishing u guys. geee.

and and and.....
khairul got banned from coming to band from Mr Poh.
-______-"
what the hell rite. HAHA.
that fella.. duno wad he's thinking.
he loves de band so much, that he always skip his JC school,
just to come band. until de school called his parent yesterdae.
cos he skipped school again, just to go to de stadium.
khairul's a smart ass la. he got 11 for O lvls.
2nd or 3rd in his school.

AWWWW. now mr poh only allows him to come on saturdae.
alrite khairul. dun worry! i'll take de wednesdaes. dun worry.
everythin will go well ! i'll wait for ur assistance on saturdaes!

oh yeah. i din mention dis fella.
his name is Qamar.
he was my senior, one year elder den me in de band.
he's a really nice guy la, and a good major back in 2003.
but he din make it up to sec 5, so he went ITE.
and now! he's eligable for POLY!
congrats brooo!

Qamar is like my bro lar, i've never met another malay fren,
which i find so nice and comfortable talking to.
firdaus and syafiq are like, joke joke, get along well larh.
qamar and i are like de same kinda ppl, superly emotional.
hahaa. aniways. just wanna share with you people.
nxt time take pic with qamar. show u all.
wah, he so nice leh, today he come band, specially bought a bottle of coke for me.
HAHAHA!!

i hardly haf such NICE GUY frens leh. =D
great to know i have one. HAHA. =D
cos for me to find a guy i can click with,
it has gotta be those EMOTIONAL and sensible guys.
like qamar! =D
yeahhh. i've got a good bro.~ wooo~

alrite! band issue's closed!

*psst*
baobei orhh! what dandan said to you today,
under blk 55 void deck.. u must remember orhh..
like.. u know, a smile changes everything!
containing emotions! can oneee. dandan can, baobei sure can!
dandan love wenwen ! =D

shall end here. yawns!
tmr maybe goin jamming with moomoo and her frens again.
hmm. i really wanna sing Jay Chou's Feng.
hopefully dey're flexible to play in Key of B major. =O
i wanna singggg~~ T__T

and one last thing! i wanna thank u guys for still reading on here.
despite that my comp brokedown, dere's no way for me to upload pics.
no way to make posts more interesting..
but yeah. do stay tuned kay!

see you guys!

.lostindestars. 10.35PM 22.march.06

shane: nafa audition + 20.mar.06

2006-03-20T07:19:00.000-08:00

19.mar.06

hmm!
im backkk!

nafa's audition was alright..
abit tough though..
that theory grade 5 test, a few sections was tough!
like that composing one, i forgot ALL about it.
so i left that WHOLE section blank.
thank you mum, thank you so much for ALWAYS throwing my stuffs away.
that i couldnt even study my grade 5, becos u threw it away. =]
thank you mum. =]

okay.. so after that, we went into the percussion room in NAFA.
yupp. dere were 5 percussionists today.
man all of dem really know deir stuffs well.
man, i wanna go buy Snare Drum pieces to practice.
i saw this fella called Gabriel, he bought this book.
its a book on Graded Snare Drum Pieces.
cool.

its nort easy to get in.
he wanted me to roll from 'piano' to 'messoforte' and den back to 'piano'
wanted to see my control in rolling.
man.. i screwed up that part.
it isnt easy to roll on a concert snare. T___T

and den...!!
played 2 scales on the marimba.

uh huh and den..
he played a Ab note, and asked me to tune the 2nd timpani to it.
uh huh.. and den without playing ani notes,
he asked me to tune de 1st timpani to a Db.
woah thats tough. hurhur..
right, but de trick is, dey're in de same key.
uh huh. so i've to visualise de Db note in my mind.
and den tune it.
i think i did OKAY for it. =O

right thats about it.
lets just wait for de answer. =]

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20.mar.06

uh huh today!
today met wenwen after her school,
and we went parkway. HAHA.
got baobei to change into my bball jersey shorts and my adidas shirt.
cos she was wearing school uniform, and cannot enter.
initially she was dressing like that.

wearing my jacket and my shoe, hoping to get in.
see how tall she is. T_____T

okay aniways. she went to change!
she wun wanna let me take picture of her wearing my clothes one la. =O

and den.. we went to east coast ! bought sushi dere as usual to eat.
awwwwww. as it was raining, we couldnt go walk walk.
ended up slacking at some shelter. =O
uh huh!
den i sent baobei home, and left her at 8.23pm =D
6hours and 13mins! =D

love love!
shall end here.
baobei's sickk =((
tmr go see doc ogay! =]
dandan hug hug you. =D
love love!

.lostindestars. 11.40PM 20.mar.06

shane: back from camp! =D

2006-03-17T22:22:00.000-08:00

IM BACK
FROM BAND CAMP!

anyone misses me ? =D

hoho!
i've pics to upload.. but dont know if i shld upload in this comp.
later bro browses thru my pics.
dont like the idea of ppl browsing thru my pics. =O

HURHUR.
okay my first day of camp, i went in late,
they started ard 7.45 in de morning, but becos i had activities on,
had to collect my pay, had to go to nafa to register for audition.
blablabla. i went dere at 3plus PM.

yupp! thank you khairul !
for helping me out all de while with the sideline percussion.
okay, so thru-out my 4 days,
75% of the time, i spent with my sideline percussion.

really glad to watch dem grow and learn thru the 4 days!

the first time i punished ALL of dem as a section,
was like one or two practices before band camp.
cos dey crossed deir line, not giving me respect,
not paying attention, and i punished de WHOLE section.

hurhur..
and during dis band camp, they got alot of shit from me.
alot alot of punishment.

okay. lets skip the first day.
de 2nd day, was the FIRST TIME they ever COMBINED music,
with the main band, while de main band was on the field marching.

initially dey werent that good.
but after a few more practices, with me conducting,
with me guiding dem, dey got better.
of course also nort forgetting khairul.

de sideline really learnt loads of lessons this camp.
like carrying the HEAVY, SUPERLY HEAVY INSTRUMENTS,
like the marimba and the chimes.
these instruments easily have at least 150kg - 200kg.
not exaggerating. i've piggy-backed brother bear before.
he's ard 100-110kg.
so i know roughly how heavy dese instruments are.

for the past 3 days during band camp.
we, the seniors, the alumni, haf been helping de sideline,
to move the instruments around the school,
up and down staircases.
especially when de marimba has one of its part broken,
and needed to be moved with EXTRA caution.
so.. yar. each time we move these instruments,
de LONGEST we took, was only half an hour.

but on the 3rd nite.
i got the sideline percussion to move the instruments back to band room,
i EVEN specially asked de main percussion to help dem to move.
and i realised, my sideline percussion left the marimba dere,
dey moved other instruments up, leaving the marimba dere,
and no one else came down to move it up,
EXCEPT people from the main percussion.

den in de end, me and two other alumi,
together with 2 more from main percussion had to move de instruments up.
i got pretty upset with it.
dat on the nxt morning, which was the LAST DAY.
i told my sideline to move the instruments down.
den i told de alumni, that NO ONE shld help them.

after half an hour,
i still see SO many instruments not moved,
and dey were sitting around taking a break.
so i gave dem a chance, i said by 9.45am i wan to see everything moved.
means i gave dem ANOTHER half an hour.

by 9.45, an hour has passed,
and dey only finished moving ALL de other instruments,
leaving de marimba.
dey spent ANOTHER half an hour moving de marimba itself.

i went to help dem, after so long,
i cant stand it animore.
ask dem carry. while carrying. all of dem moaning and groaning.
saying
"my back! MY BACK IS ACHINGGGG!"
"my arm! MY ARM VERY PAIN"

so much larh. and i just shouted,
"DUN LET GO NOW, OTHERWISE DE MARIMBA IS FINISHED"
blablabla.
now dey finally know how tough it is to move the marimba.

so much happened. i gathered everyone,
and lectured dem.
some of dem were crying.
like Mira and Huimei.
backache, and Mira hurt her arm while carrying de marimba.

blablabla. dere was ANOTHER case, much worst den this,
that dey ALMOST woke Mr Poh up,
and can u imagine if they really woke Mr Poh up frm slp,
HOW MUCH PUNISHMENT THEY'LL GET?!?!

yar.. so.. i lectured dem, with Gim Kai, our 2004 drum major,
and khairul sitting beside me.
talk talk talk, gim kai and khairul, pleaded with me nort to punish dem.
in de end, i still insist, but a lighter punishment.

dey ran ONLY 2 rounds around the field, and when dey came back,
4 of dem were crying already, and wanted to give up,
but i pushed dem on. 20 more push-ups for dem.
and den gave dem a break, and den do another round of talking.
yarrr..

that must have been their WORST incident dat've happened to dem ever.

yuppp!
alot larh..
im just really glad dey've all went thru all dis.
and had learnt mani mani things bout how the band works.
about punctuality, about EFFICIENCY, about unity,
about team spirit team work, about PUSHING one another to go on,
about encouraging each other, nort letting one another give up.

haa. im really glad ! and happy to see that now,
they're able to PLAY together with the band.
not yet perfect, but good enough for now. =D

above all, i just wanna thank this person alot.
YES KHAIRUL!
thank you so much for helping me out all de time.
khairul and i, most of de time we're working together.
but sometimes when im really tired and fed up,
we take turns to take de section.

yes! thank you so much khairul!
without ur assistance and help,
the section wouldnt haf progressed so much
during the band camp!
=D

heyhey, and guess what.
initially, mr poh and i, hardly talk to one another.
becos im nort one of those people like khairul, syafiq,
or the rest of de alumni, who hangs out with him after band and stuffs.
so mr poh and i hardly talk.
but now its better.
mr poh and i communicate better now after de camp.

HEY. AND I COMPOSED A SHORT PART FOR RIVERDANCE FINALE!
or rather i CHANGED the whole part for marimba,
mr poh commented and said its nice!
wahahha. =D

shane, u're great. XD

haha. khairul and i, did alot of changing of score,
and adding parts for other instruments.
yep ! i seriously had a great time in band camp.
i feel a sense of achivement now!
that my sideline percussion section,
after so much lecturing, so much shouting,
that i've LOST my voice now,
i finally feel that, they're READY for competition. =]

alright! shall end here.
im meeting baobei soon!
gonna go bathe now!
update again! =D

.lostindestars. 3.05PM 18.march.06

tmr's NAFA's audition... im finished...

renee: as promised.. im back..

2006-03-16T21:33:00.001-08:00

okae.. im back! blogging from de airport..

accompany my twin to study.. and guess wad.. todae's fri.. and i only know yest, thurs.. dat i left my whole friggin crumpler bag at de airport on tue! sheesh, i must be mad.. or distracted.. wadever.. AM I DAT BLUR??

haha. ok. hmm.. class on wed was FAB.. yea man.. hip hop den street jazz and shine.. hip hop i love manz..... haiz, din see pris dere.. was hoping to.. cuz i carn join de class next time.. as ballet is usually at dat time.. and i carn miss it again.. yea..

it's 38 days to ballet exam! and 5 daes to studio wu's exam. oh gosh. later im goin esplanade dere to dance.. man, de dance ground is super nort ventilated.. bud well, it's de only unlimited space we haf fer free.. so make do..

tonite got werk.. was thinkin of forgoing it cuz ive been too tired to do anithing.. haven been sleeping well.. bud den im thinking of taking off fer next weekend cuz of my IAD (mycourseinshort) chalet. ahhh. grr. and my supplementary paper gota be up by next fri.. dun wanna fail lar..

i seem so bz.. deadlines and all sorts of exam.. bud im still enjoying it as much.. it's keeping me goin.. duno wad i'll be man, without dese.. yep yep.. i'll stop here..

carn wait fer church at singapore baptism church dis sunday too..

renee: since he's nat blogging. i shall! hee

2006-03-14T22:31:00.000-08:00

hmm.. went back to electone class de other day.. everything's still de same dere eh.. xm's standard's lyk WHOA lar now.. hor hor.. haha.. shane ah! dun be lazy to practise ah.. heh.. and oh yea, saw pris at studiowu! manz, so coincidental.. goin fer de 3G course pris? let me noe kk.. i shud be goin fer de audition if i get a jobby quick.. spinelli quick call meee.. bleah.

ok.. results was out nat long ago.. i was doin worse den de first sem lar. haix.. bud anw, im grounded dis 2 weeks fer my sub paper.. grr, it's sickening having to do werk in de hols.. bud wad to do, i failed by attendance.. u can just kill me man. hah.

hmm.. im having hols now till mid april.. yayness.. super free lar, unless spinelli calls mie.. wanna watch shaggy dog!! hee, anione wanna accompany mie.. OHYA.. and dun watch wolf creek guys.. it is super r-e-v-o-l-t-i-n-g. and i mean it.. at one time, i almost threw up de coke lite which i just swallow k.. HAHA. ok and i just remembered dis goes out to only shane cuz NC16. hoho

yesterdae was a bad bad dae.. dun wanna blog here.. anibody wanna noe can msg me eh.. if nort i dun feel lyk tokin abt it too.. k wadevr.

wads new.. oh.. i went to singapore baptism church 2 weeks ago.. and i'll be goin dis week and most prolly in de future too! a fren brought me dere.. and i love it! so cosy de environment.. yep, if boi u wanna go corner stone i will still pei u lar.. k? just let me noe anitym.. bring wendy along too if she wanna. haha.

hmm.. todae's wednesday.. and it's my fav dae.. cuz i'll be dancing from 4.30 to 10.30.. k.. i shall go now.. update again..

shane: sick boy. =D

2006-03-12T06:30:00.000-08:00

hoho..
shane's down with cough, sore throat, flu.
initially dere wasnt ani headache at all..
but now. sigh. =(

pray that i'll get well soon kay..
AND AND!

i cut my hair today..
nort really cut, trim!
for once im happy with my haircut.
lolll. so... shall post pictures soon, hopefully my comp will be up.
OH WELLS, i always say it'd be up, but in de end,
i dun even know when it'd be done. lalala. =O

uh huh.. i played bomberman at parkway before leaving de place.
WOAH! one coin lasted me until stage 5. WOAH!
FIRST TIME SIA!

but i used up all my coins when fighting the last boss. LOL!
usually i'd only change 2dollars. means. 4 tokens. uh huh.
sad.

okay.. shall end here..
stay tuned guys!
=D

.lostindestars. 10.31PM 12.mar.06

shane: REALLY exhausted...

2006-03-09T08:29:00.000-08:00

baobei orhh..
ni zhi ji think nah..
YES, u can say that im SENSITIVE.
but you think urself..
how many times have you actually posted pics of us..

i even purposely reminded you today at de playground.
yet you came home, still happily POST ur pics..
you xiang dao wo zai xiang she me ma? mei you..
wo mei hua shuo, gif you ur own space.
do what you wanna do. =]
i wun get too sensitive about it. =]

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woah! suddenly in 1 day, i got 5 ppl tagging.
i hardly get 5 ppl tagging in a day.
although 5 isnt a big number.. but..
sometimes for the whole of 5-7days, i dun even get ONE person taggin.
so today got 5 ppl taggin in a day,
im quite surprised! =D
yes yes yes! thank you guys for reading my blog!

for tagboarder

< about shane >

hurhur. hey. suit urself!
i was just saying that i've many loyal readers and nice frens reading.
and ta-da, today i had 5 people tagging.
hey, i just wanna tell you, you can continue for all you want to criticise,
or do whatever you want.
my loyal readers love me the way i am,
whatever you say, whether its my fault or nort,
its past tense already.
i believe my loyal readers and goodie frens will stand by me,
instead of change impression of me, as you spouted something out,
becos my frens are all matured and they know how to think. =]

i know im in no position to say this,
but, if you happen to be a christian,
im gonna say everyone's gonna be upset for you.
do pray and pray and pray for forgiveness alright. =]

i wun hate you,
i was told that hate's a strong word.
at most, i'll just dislike you a little....
OH NO! maybe i'll just love you a little more,
and pray for you,
becos God taught me to Love!! =D

no one's born in this earth filled with hatred..
no one's born to hate.
dont worry my friend.
i'd definitely pray for you,
that is if the Lord decides to answer a backslided christian's prayers. =]

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im dead beat.
been out since morning. went to school to get a recommendation letter.
and den cab-ed down to Lasalle-SIA for my audition..
awww.. it was really bad larh.. i wasnt improvising of my usual standard!
practically playing rubbish.. sigh.
aniways.. my hearing of chords was great.
differentiating major and minor chords.. uh huh.
what pulled me down was de SIGHT READING. -___-"

sometimes i feel ashamed of myself,
as a musician, i play piano quite of a certain standard,
yet i sight-read like... shit. T__T

sorry people, i just needed to let that out.
my sight reading ... it has come to this point,
that i can only use this word "S-H-I-T" to describe.

horrible. okay.. so i skipped the sight read part,
and the director of so-and-so.
the person who's in-charge of the music dpt.
he explained the modules to me and so on..
yupp. thats all.

now all i gotta do is wait 2 weeks for notification by mail.
I HOPE TO GET IN, AS ALL POLYTECHNICS DONT WANT ME.
T______T

OKAY!
so.. after which i went down to parkway..
WARH. I SLPT AT MACDONALD'S after brkfast leh.
just layed my head down on the table, and slpt for 45mins.
LOL! the 45mins rest was great i tell you,
cos i havent been getting enuf slp lately.

den i went to pet shop for a little browsing of hamster items.
and see see the newly brought in puppies. =D

after which i went to parkway for a game of BOMBERMAN!
HAHA it was 12.30PM back then, the arcade had NO ONE in dere.
just 1 or 2.. lol.
interesting. and i was doing quite well today.
just ONE coin, i made it all the way to STAGE 4 !
but after which, i died and died all the way larh.
loll. lousy me. =O

uh huh.. so after that, i took bus back to bedok inter,
met baobei at macdonald after her school.
den we left for springfield for band practice.
i was superly tired.... T__T

until now i still am.
especially today isnt really a practice.
we moved everything from SPRINGFIELD back to PING YI.
so i had to carry all the percussion instruments and so larh..
super tired. T_T

sent wenwen home after band.
thats how i ended my day.
i came home and slpt all the way until 11plus!
horrible.. im feeling superly sick too..
been sneezing.. my throat hurts each time i swallow saliva.
and i cough too.. really damn sick.

pray for me guys!
shall end here. =]

.lostindestars. 9-10.mar.06 12.58AM

2006-03-07T22:50:00.000-08:00

HI GUYS!
im back to blog..

but.. without pics still, cos im nort using my own comp.
using bro's comp now.. awwwww.

loadsa things happened lately..

on sunday,
i met renee ger, and went church with her.
hardly go to church animore..
just thought of dropping by to pray,
for the series of events that's been happening to me. =]

im a backslided christian larh.
nort like i speak evil of my religion or anithing,
but just no longer attending church as often. uh huhh..

after service, renee ger and i went to eat,
and caught up with one another.
I EVEN MANAGED TO PERSUADE HER TO GO LESSON! =D
XM and PRIS must be superbly glad. lol. =O

uh huh.. ger left real soon. damn idiot la.
never say byebye personally den just go off liddat. -_-"
she went down to buy bubbletea with xm and pris,
den never come up. =O

hurhur.. okay skip skip, after which i met wenwen baobei.
and den.. we couldnt spent much time that day. =((
baobei spent a whole day since 10am - 5.30pm with jiahui.
but when she met me, she couldnt even spend 2 hours. =((
so we left parkway..
and i sent her back, but when i reached her place,
she decided to spend time with me. =p
hurhur.. left her at ard 10.53pm. =D

uh huh uh huh!
what about monday. HMM!
nothing much on monday..
OKAY TUESDAY!!!

must really thank Yan Yu bro. =D
i had to go all the way down to SP to do my JAE appeal.
we went TP first. den so fed up, forgot to bring IC and REPORT BOOK,
so we cab-ed back home, and back to TP again.
thankfully de cost wasnt more den 5bucks.
cos i stay 3 LOOONG bus stops away frm TP. =D

uh huh.. den yan yu accompanied me down to SP too.
ALL THE WAY DOWN TO SP. so nice rite. HAHA.
no wonder we've always been so on terms since sec 1.
he's just so nice la. =D
always wanna help people.
hardly dislike people.
what a great loving character. =D

everyone's life's ought to be like that.
always giving giving. and never bearing MUCH grudges.
if everyone's like that, what a wonderful world it'd be.. =]

hurhur.. uh huh. TODAY IS WEDNESDAY!
den.. now its EXACTLY 3pm,
and im eating in my bro's room, at the same time blogging..
just tied my hair again. i ran outta wax! cannot style. awww =(
yupp. gonna leave real soon!
so.. tk care guys! stay tuned okay! =]

.lostindestars. 3.01PM 8.mar.06

psst.

i seem to have weird ppl taggin my board lately.
some insulting, some shooting me in the face. =O
weird, seems like i never allowed anyone to ANY-O-HOW link me,
and do not ANY-O-HOW give my blog URL to people to read.
weird. i even judge carefully, who can read and who cant read my blog.

superly weird,
how can weird weird ppl come taggin on my board. =O

lol. anways.
people taggin my board,
i sincerely hope that you'd leave ur name there.
to let me at least know who you're. =]
if dere's any problem you need to clarify.
be it with renee, be it with whoever else.
u can always ask renee or whoever out,
and get renee or whoever to contact me,
and the three of us WILL talk out
anything that you're unhappy about.

im straightforward.
you dont resort to trying to spoil my impression to my frens,
cos my impression to my frens are good.
whatever is happening in the Love field, or Friend field of my life,
you have no say, you have no right to criticise.

and pls,
to come to my blog, and type dose down on my board,
states that u're definitely
of a certain age,
of a certain intellect,
of a certain LEVEL of MATURITY.

you dont resort to such actions,
tagging my blog,
without leaving ur name.
u'd only be degrading urself. =]

im nice to everyone,
but do get try to step over my head.
like i said, i dont mind removing my tagboard,
as i know i still have many close frens,
many loyal readers. =]

yes. hope you guys get the msg.
thanks. =]

shane: gothician for the day.

2006-03-02T10:31:00.000-08:00

man..
totally din had the mood for anything at all today..
the whole day was bad.
wenwen knew how i was like larh.
she was msging me. = /

yupp.. was tired.. and was moodless.
sorry baobei.. din meet u after band.
really din had much mood to go meet you.
soooo sorrrry baobei. =]

yupp.. so.. i went TM and CS to walk alone..
alone strolling.. walk walk.. circles ard each mall.
played bomberman. but din last more den 10mins today.
hurhur... right..

so.. i went out ard 6.45.. came home ard 9.45..
yupp..
and den.. when i came home.. i was crazy larh.
i suddenly wanted to zhilian.
and decided to apply make up and photowhore my way.

yupp. today's topic is abit gothic.
haha. people, once more i say. im nort a gothic or wadsoever.
people dont need labels. yupp.
im just a normal person, who loves my camera.
so.. today's camera topic is about looking JROCK,
and also looking gothic. hurhur.

sharing with you~
VIOLET again. =p

haha.. purple.. starting to slowly accept the colour.
beginning i feel that it looks bad on a guy.. im slowly accepting it.
but oh wells.. baobei's in for a surprise TMR! =]

i can probably just die off one day, without a hair straightener.
i look so much better with one. =]

i just love my hairstyle now. =]
though its hard to style, but after styling,
its cool isnt it? ANIME hairstyle many people say. haha. =/

hey.. i love this.
it isnt easy to take a picture like this YOURSELF okay. =]

just a few more of my.....
emo pics.. =]

UH HUH..
so you guys ready for the gothic pics?
haha my frens are SO gonna freak out.....
-___-"
READY ??

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TADA!

xiang long says i look like some anime character.
i think i look like FF8's Zell. =O

editted red.
hurhur.

baobei was telling me it looks like a letter 'E'.
haha sure it does.. i din realise too. =O

man. i like this pic.. =]
if only i was without make up,
i'd probably look DAMN innocent. XD

alrite.. thats that !
time to rest..
tmr baobei's coming over! =D
hughug baobei. muah! =]

.lostindestars. 3.10AM 3.may.06

time..
i can gif you time my dear fren..
its nort like the end of the world..
it pains me to see you like that.
it pains me to us like that.
pls reconsider..
our frenship will not be fragile..
it will not be.. =]

shane: un-answerable questions.

2006-03-02T01:00:00.000-08:00

i dont understand why...
just one night.. and u totally change ur impression towards me..
does this marks the end of our jiemei frenship..

just cos of one decision i made..
i dont think i made a wrong one.
i stay firm on my stand..

but it just hurts me superly..
to see us like that..
why oh why..
why gurl.. why shun me away..

is it all worth it?
3years plus of frenship,
all ending on one fateful nite..?

... why..

tagboarders.. think what you all think..
i cant be bothered anymore..
i remain strong on my stand..
yet within.. im brking down miserably.

i've nort face any friendship problems for some time..
only those dear people.. who bring demselves away from me..
again and again.. one by one.. distancing demselves away from me..
and i find myself so vulnerable.. so helpless.. seeing it happen..
right before of my eyes..

i've tried to salvage this frenships..
i really did.. again and again i tried..
but to no avail.. everythin seemed to be in vain..
it seems like.. im the only one trying..
what about you guys..

are you guys really able to put our frenship down..
just like that..

my dear frens.. im nort as strong as you see..
why den, did you choose to turn ur backs and leave..
the frenships i forge, are strong, magnanimous ones..
why choose to let go, cos of minor misunderstandings..

.. i just wanna salvage this frenship.

i've lost many dear frens..

if u think letting go would be good..

suit urself my dear fren..

frenships are 2 sided..

no matter how hard i try...

the rest is up to you..

.. questions flow..

with no answers..

again. i just feel like tearing.

shane: sihua...

2006-03-01T10:43:00.000-08:00

ah hua..
its nort that i used plans as a reason..

this kinda job aint a stable one.
i mean.. if its a stable job, i dun mind immediately terminating all my plans,
and go all the way for the job..

that time when its confirmed,
i was okay with it.. but then when i was told it was cancelled.
i've already made other plans with wenwen.
wenwen and i HARDLY spend quality time together.
each time we meet up after band, its always only 1 hour.. or maybe a lil more..
usually fridays are the days we meet up to spend time.
and..

i really wanna spend time with wenwen larhs ah hua..
we hardly spend a whole day together..

why ah hua..
i really don know why..
i know u're upset..
i am too ah hua..

when i left ping yi..
i had only 3 worries..
wendy, you, and cheryl mei..

sihua.. i watched you grow up since u were sec1..
u've never ever talked to me in this manner ever before..
not even for the past 3years plus.. never at all..
pls ah hua..dont allow this to affect our frenship..

i dun haf much friends i treasure so much..
i watched u grow up since sec1..
i don wanna lose this frenship ah hua.
i know u arent happy..
neither am i.. but i insist on my way..
becos i really wanna spend time with wenwen.
we dun spend quality time very often at all...

i know u're tired of hearing "pls understand pls understand".
but i really need you to understand ah hua..

that shane, is a decisive person..
he doesnt wanna change plans..
that shane, loves his gf alot..
he really wans to spend that friday with wenwen..
that shane, loves his frens so much too,
he doesnt wanna lose dis frenship with you.

i hate to see us like that ah hua..
u've never talked to me like that ever before..
i don wanna get emo over it ah hua..
pls reconsider.

our frenship is a STRONG one..
which is nort frail and fragile,
that can be broken easily, simply by one's hasty actions.

i treasure u ah hua..
i believe wenwen does too.
pls ah hua. u're turning 16 dis year.
im confident you can handle our frenship better.

i'd really be at a loss, if you choose to let go..
i treasure you, ng si hua..
my goodie lil sister.. =]

.lostindestars. 2.49AM 2.mar.06

shane: jrock look! =D

2006-03-01T08:45:00.000-08:00

lets start the post with a picture of me. =D

HOHO. PURPLE PURPLE~ =D

wanna have hair like that?

USE GATSBY & LUCIDO-L !

anyways......

cousin and i zhi-lianed last nite.

HE'S CRAZY LARH.

HE'S TOTALLY COMPLETELY
FOLLOWING MY STYLE.

okay.. at first.
he got a crazy urge to wear school uniform

and take photos. JROCK style.

japanese rock bands, always wear school uniform to jam.

yarr.. so... he crazy larh.
IT WAS 3AM IN THE MORNING,

and here he came.

"eh, steady leh. zhen de la. take together laaa. walao eh. kuai dian laaa. STEADY LEH"

LOL. yar.
duno larh. i wanted to slp. but. -___-"

oh wells.
okay la. so we went photo crazy.

COUSIN'S NEVER LIKE THAT LOR!!!
i meant jiajin.

jiajin NEVER LIKED to camerawhore like me.
HE NEVER LIKED IT.
but duno why suddenly like. -___-"
ANYWAYS.....

he wore my formal school uniform! =O

and i just any-o-how dressed up. =D
AND.....

THAT'S US. =D

uh huh uh huhs..
next.. for some close ups!

hoho. thats me! haha.
of course, i dont smoke. =D
check out my eyes. its green again?? =O
haha.

MAGIC TIME!
ABRA-KADABRA FILLOFILLO SWOOSH~

omg. and its violet now? =O
with makeup now.
i din want to draw larh!
furthermore its 3plusAM in the morning.
BUT JIAJIN'S SICK.
he knew i sometimes draw eyeliner when i go out.
DEN HE ASK ME DRAW FOR HIM.
im like.. WTH!

he totally resembled a GIRL lar.
LOL. cos of his hair. im so jealous.
I WAN STRAIGHT HAIR TOO. T___T

stupid la.
firstly wear my coloured contacts,
secondly draw eyeliner.
DOESNT HE RESEMBLES MY STYLE ?
i mean as in.. the way i look. -____-"

i think this time round jiajin came over.
he really learn alot sia. HAHA.
the first time i took photo with him.
he doesnt know how to OPEN his eyes.
and his eyes looked damn small.
after teaching him, thats how he looks like now.
with bigger and more bright vibrant eyes,
especially after being enhanced by the coloured contacts,
and the eyeliner to make the coloured contacts more outstanding.
YAR. DOESNT HE LOOK LIKE ME NOW. -___-"
even wenwen says so.. lol.

MAN I WAN HIS STRAIGHT HAIR!
if only i had straight hair too. im gonna be as pretty as him.
HAHA. =D

haha. im so gd at camerawhoring isnt it. =D

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oh aniways!
i went jamming with sammie moomoo, and her frens yesterdae.
gosh.. moomoo is as tall as me sia.....
im so shocked lor! i thought she's smaller in size.
omg... she's as tall as me, or a little taller. gosh.

we went to WEE LEE, not SWEE LEE. at aljunied to jam.
there's dis guy larh, called keith.
he's a piano grade 8. theory 6..
i.... dun really very KAN DE QI him larh.. =O

though his sight reading is superly superly good.
i dont really think he's THAT good.
they invite me in to play drums..
so when we're jamming certain songs,
he's playing de keyboard,
moomoo the vocalist singing.
he cannot play IN TIME you see.
he's always SLOWER by a few counts.

yar..
i dun think im at fault.
im playing drum, keepin the tempo goin..
maintaining it..
and moomoo also cannot follow his playing..
moomoo's the vocalist yar..

uh huh.. and den and den..
yupp. the guitarist wasnt very bad.
just that they dun haf the MUSICIAN look you see..
they look..... kinda nerdy...... =X
YAR. im nort being very bad.
but being very frank.

YAR. i dont think that keith is as gd as me larh.
i mean... yar. classical piano grade 8, is SURELY of some substance.
piano techniques.. keyboard techniques.. sight reading.. everythin is gd.
but he also said he was trained classically.
so.. if u're talking bout pop songs.. performin in a rock band.
means you gotta have alot of chord knowledge,
chord progression.. improvising. and stuffs.
if u wanna perform, u cant POSSIBLY play everything from score right.
yarr.. he bought that contemporary hits book.
and was practically playing everything frm dere.

uh huh...
so.. i dont know larh. they dont haf the LOOK firstly..
secondly, they're nort up to it.. the bassist and guitarist is.
but the piano guy.. im nort really sure. he cant keep to timing..

haha. okay larh. nort to haolian,
but i think i down dere, enjoying myself de most..
can play practically everythin dere..
keyboard, guitar drums.. hohoho. =p

yar.. the guitarist is really good!
the bassist too!

but the only thing NO GD about them..
is that their MUSIC KNOWLEDGE is not dere yet...
its like.. yesterdae we had this "zhu wo sheng re kuai le" score.
but becos no one can sing, so i wanted to sing.
and wanted them to transpose to another key.
keith cant larh. keith rather play from score. -___-"

i mean.. in a rock band, we've to flexible towards dis kinda stuff.
at ANYTIME, we've to transpose and change keys,
suitable for the vocalist's voice range.

yuppp..
the best song we jammed yesterdae was..
S.H.E - SUPERSTAR!

MOOMOO! continue to do the good job with vocalist.
at the same time i'd teach you more chord knowledge moomoo!
shhh shhh. i dowan teach keith. =X
i only teach you. =D

i think the rest of the ppl also quite frenly..
duno why i just dun like keith. =x

haha okay la.. lets see how kay.

shall end here..
its late already.. =]

.lostindestars 2.37AM 2.march.06

shane: fuming.

2006-02-27T09:58:00.000-08:00

i was cursing and swearing the whole of yesterday nite lar.
superly farked..

i know i shldnt blog this down.
but since my close frens been askin me what happened.
what's on my personal msg on msn.

baobei went kbox session with her cousin and bro on sunday nite.
and then her cousin took liberties of her larh.
his hand was like itchy, touching her intimately la.
im really cool right now, as compared to last nite.

he's just lucky he din touch any of her genitals.
otherwise, u'll see me fuming mad, really fuming.
baobei's bro was in the same room as dem,
YET HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW
THAT THE FELLA WAS TOUCHIN BAOBEI SO INTIMATELY.

baobei just sat dere, stunned larh.
and let him haf his way, while singing.
she felt uneasy. super uneasy.
why din u call me baobei. SIGH.
you cannot expect me to call you whatttt.

i dun blame her larh. she was stunned and uneasy.
but she din know what to do too.
i cannot blame u larh, but i just very pissed larh,
for the fact that u just sat down dere.
if i were you, i would just stood up and kick him right DOWN THERE.
bleah.

ur cousin's 25, and u're 14.
such disparity in the age, yet he does such a thing.
so what if he's rich and owns his own car.
i dont give a fuck bout how rich he is.
how can he have his way like that.

and your brother.
useless brother. he DIN EVEN KNOW.
and what did he say when u went home telling him that.
"you're just too sensitive la"

im like.. wth.
ur mum too. gave u the heck care attitude.
u shld haf made a big fuss, and tell dem how unhappy you are.
they're taking it so lightly.
what if dey were the ones who're the victims.
bleah.

baobei if u called me at that moment,
i made sure i rush dere and WHACK that fella real hard.
i dun freaking care how rich he is,
dun freaking care what outcome it'd be.
i dont like anyone touching u so intimately.
and nxt time baobei, pls stand up for urself lar.
just sitting dere doin nth, will make him feel that u're cheap.
my gf's nort cheap at all kay.

MAN I SWEAR I'D BEAT HIM TO A PULP,
IF I SEE HIM ON THE STREETS.

ARGH.

anyway. its over.
baobei, if he asks you out again.
LET ME KNOW FIRST HAND.

shane: aerospace update!

2006-02-25T09:15:00.003-08:00

UPDATED THIS
POST ALREADY!
SCROLL DOWN
PLS PEOPLE! =D

okay! that post was too long.
start another one blogging bout the rest of the days!

19.feb.06

that day i went out with cousin!
we went for dinner at LJS TM!
woah.. its de first time i spent so much on LJS.
we bought this!

8piece chicken was only $9.20.
cool! den we bought fries and a large drink to share.
total cost ard $14. =]

OH HO, den i pulled jiajin,
to the neoprint shop to zhilian. LOL!
he took one, and later BTH, just left. =D

=D

20.feb.06

uh huh. this day, i met baobei on bus 67.
and we went tampines together!
we went KFC first! to settle my lunch. =D

HEY CHECK THIS OUT! =D

straightener works wonders =D
its nort exactly VERY straight,
but its SO MUCH MORE better den before.
before i straightener, it CURLED so much can. T_T

DAMN. cant post pictures already.
shall update again. remember to check out dis post again.

nice hair? haha how i wish my hair can stand like that everyday. =D

thats us! zhilian at KFC's mirror. =O

both of us act cute! =D

baobei who you peeking at? GRRR..

lemon fetish? =O

HAHA =D

ANYWAY! i was watchin shao nian zhang san feng that nite!
and i came across this scene with dat logo on the wall.

ISNT THAT THE WHITE TIGER ZI YAN's LOGO frm
my favourite comic, THE CELESTIAL ZONE ???
=O

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AEROSPACE
21-24FEB.05

my apologies guys,
i din had chance to go inside the exhibition for photos!
we were so busy doing registration and sorting out forms!
so... sorry yars! no pics for whats inside,
no pics on the new AIRBUS. so sorry!
although i saw it myself. =x

this was what we had on the first day!

rice with mixed dishes. chicken, vege and tofu. =D

2ND DAY

after working, was superly tired, and kinda moodless.
so went for a stroll at changi beach.
took some photos.
changi beach, the wind never stops blowing.. NEVER stops..

just looking at the trees,
you can judge how strong the winds are.

and the waves.....
are really strong,

so strong that it splashes up every few seconds.
that wall is already quite high, like a few metres.
but still the strong waves hits the wall THAT hard,
that water splashes onshore every few seconds. =O

the water kena my camera. =O
so thats why blurry blurry,
but its nice isnt it! =D

lalaa.

THE AIRBUS! awww.
cant really see it. T_T

AND IF YOU WALK DOWN,
means nort down the beach,
but following where the car roads lead you,

u'll see all these boat settlements.
from what daniel bro's gd fren, grace said,
these fisherman every morning set sail out to see,
near malaysia to fish.
*psst* dont know if its true larh. lol.

while walking to changi village,
i came across this place, which i thought was really nice.
so i took a pic of it! nice? figured it'd be a better view at nite.

so i stayed for a nite view.! =D
pretty isnt it.
of course.. must see who's de cameraman.
HAHA. =D

3RD DAY

i opened my last pair of I-DAZZLE contact lens.
VIOLET din turned out nice for me. =O

lalalaa.
violet doesnt look nice on a guy. T__T

OKAYS! BACK TO WORK!

thats grace and daniel bro in the bus!

our WHOLE stretch of registation laptops. =D

uh huh! and we had PASTA on our 3rd day. =D
it was nice ! =D

ON MY WAY HOME......

I FOUND A PUSSY CAT! SO CUTE RITE! =D

AND I FOUND A PREGNANT CAT! LOOK AT ITS TUMMY! =O

went home and fed Neji and Nesa,
i realised that day, he stored the most food in his cheeck pouches!
so damn tan xin! =O

haha. and he spat it on my computer table. =O

i was hungry dat nite i came home. so i prepared fish fillets. =D
okay larh, it doesnt look THAT appetising, BUT OH WELLS.
ITS FOR ME TO EAT ALRIGHT. SO DONT COMMENT PLS. ^_^

LAST DAY

me and work mates.
oh by the way, the one on the lower right hand side in red,
thats ZANNA, she tagged my blog.
she's one gurl i'll remember at the job larh.
cos of the british slang she has when she speaks.
oh yes.

there's a reason behind this photo.
that day, daniel had a photo of him wif 6 other gurls,
behind his name badge.
den he damn hao lian laaa. lol.
yuppp, so he dared me to take photo with gurls too.
he was like.. " NI GAN BU GAN?!?! (YOU DARE ANOT?!?!) "
daniel bro DARED me to take photos with gurls LEH.

I was superly pissed larh.
so i straightaway asked that gurl beside me,
whom i dont know her, but we're all collegues larh.
and of course, u know, girls most steady one.
HAHA i only asked 1 person, dey all pull one another to take a picture with me.
embarrassed daniel on the spot larh.

haha. sihui and her fren amelia, was also SUPERLY pissed with daniel larh.
*psst bro. I DID NOTHING! i dont know why they pissed with you. =/
they say daniel very hao lian. loll! see la bro. =x

anyways.. taking photos with collegues is a very normal thing baobei.
so.. dont be angry kay. =p dandan love you. =D

this was what we had on the last day.
i din eat it, becos i had to go SINGAPORE POLY in the morning.
so i settled my lunch BACK AT EASTPOINT before heading off to work. =]

this was what i was doing everyday.
after we do registration, at de last few hours of the day,
i gotta arrange the forms. MOSTLY im doing the job larh.
i run around doing the forms THE MOST. =]
damn tired and sickening. oh wells. its over. =D

OHKAY OHKAY!
NEW POST. THIS POST IS GETTING DAMN LONG. =D

updated 20-24.feb.06

.lostindestars. 28.feb.06 1.53AM

shane: 18feb updated!

2006-02-24T07:12:00.000-08:00

AHHH YESS!!
FINALLY BLOGGER ALLOWS ME TO POST PICS!
HEHEHE. =D

lets start posting frm 18.feb! =D
i received my valentines' pressie,
and passed wenwen her's too!

it wasnt the best pressie larh..
may nort be THAT nice too larh..
but DIY pressies are always the best i always say. =D
even if nort nice, also close one eye and say its nice kay!

dis is what i gave wenwen! haha. sweet?
HEY THIS PICTURE IS COPYRIGHT KAY!
i trust that u guys wun steal it and edit away, so i decided to post it here.
=D

dis was the planning!
haha. of course including the photos i posted last time.
all the chopping, glue-ing of the ice cream sticks.

actually i wanted this position.
but de other one's sweeter. =D

dis is what i received frm baobei! =]

HOW COINCIDENTAL! SHE HAD A VINTAGE MICKEY FOR ME TOO!
IT JUST AS IF WE HAD TELEPATHY OR SMTH. HAHA. =D

isnt dis sweet.... the pic was editted by myself,
and she used it as our 5th month cum valentine's pressie. =D

and tada.. what's this ? =O

whee! they werent the best cookies,
but i knew wenwen spent the effort to go learn.
I LOVE IT BAOBEI! =D

ohhh? a heart shape cookie.
BAOBEI WHY IS IT BROKEN?!?!!! T___T

and she gave me a ring, with this engraved.. hahs.. so sweet.
love you dearieee.

OKAY! soo..
that day we brought elmodan out!
for your info, i bought elmodan for wenwen's 3rdmonth+xmas gift.
HAHA. and i refused to hand elmodan to wenwen,
unless she gives me my monthly pressies. =p

noticed wenwen's 5thmonth+valentines gift,
was quite a few, in fact dere was 4 of them isnt it?
yar.. its becos she owe me my 1stmonth,3rd+xmas, 4th and 5thmonth+vdae gift. =D

HAHA. =x
okay larh, i cant be giving all the time right?
so i refused to hand her elmodan until she hands me my pressies =p

okay..
so dat day..
both of us, met eugene and jodie!
and so
the five of us went out!
HAHA you must be wondering why FIVE?
think again, who did you left out?

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...
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thats it you're getting it!!

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...
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...
..

aww.. looks like u're nort getting it after all.
YES! YOU FORGOT HIM!

ELMODAN! =D

HAHA YES..
so we brought elmodan out!
and he must had SO MUCH FUN!

firstly we went to our usual haunt,
the ARCADE to play our favourite bomberman!
jodie's and eugene's favourite game too.
haha.. yuppp.

ELMODAN WAS LEFT ALONE. AWWW.
but he managed to entertain himself.

haha!! look at how engrossed he's getting with the game!

den suddenly! after awhile, he became like that. =O
HAHA GAME OVER. AWWW.

he got so fed up that he broke the card instant. =/

HAHA and den we went toyrus! =D

that's elmodan on de swing! =D

on the slide!

NONO ELMODAN! I CANT AFFORD IT! o_O

haha its nort easy putting elmodan dere.
can you spot where's he? =D

that's baobei with elmodan! =D

OOPS.
hey everyone needs a BREAK okay! =D

okay forgot to include..
WENWEN WORE MY CONTACTS DAT DAY!
we shared larh. HAHA.

anyway the grey one was longg expired, but we still wear it. =D

couple contacts =D

okiee! and den.. we went to take neoneo at century square.
STILL with jodie and eugene yar.

everyone getting ready to neoneo! =D
elmodan seemed so fascinated by that screen, seeing himself inside.

so we brought him to take one shot of ourselves,
FEATURING ELMODAN!
using our own camera, =D

and the rest, featuring ourselves. =D

act cute. =D

i love this the most. =D

HAHA.. yupp.
so after one looong day outside.
we went home.. i sent baobei home,
and in the bus we zhilianed. =D

cant seem to see elmodan. =O
gosh i look damn ugly and tired here.
OH WELLS. =D
HAD A GREAT DAY! =D

18/02/06 UPDATED.

.lostindestars. 12.56AM 25-26.feb.06

shane: first dae of job!

2006-02-21T06:17:00.001-08:00

darn! still cant upload pics.. sighhhh. T__T

first day of job was okay.
shuttle bus was late today.
so.. everything was delayed.. halfway thru,
the roads, AS EXPECTED, was totally jammed.
the whole stretch of road can be clearly seen,
filled with cars and buses and other vehicles..
u can just picture urself in a vehicle,
staying stationery for at least 10-15mins,
in the middle of de whole stretch of road.

yuppp.. so after we reached changi village,
the jam was simply causing us too much time,
so candee, our superior decided to walk dere frm changi village.
its quite far.. gotta walk past changi beach,
de whole stretch. about a 10-15min walk dere.

yuppp. so we settled down in our registration counters.
oh anyways, job wasnt that bad.
daniel bro was dere, with his fren, gracelyn.
uh huh.. but daniel was seperated frm us,
he was in the MAIN registration tentage with a few,
grace and i were in the sub tentage with a few others too.
13 counters at my tentage, more at de main tentage.

uh huh..
i sat beside people i dont know larh.
but we had to be frenly, cos alot of things we're all unsure,
and still very very blur.
so we need each other's help..
yupp! so fun!
still remember for the first few people i did,
i spent like more den 5mins doin it,
becos i was SOOO BLUR.
i believe evryone's de same. haha.

yeah.. after doin more n more,
started getting the hand of it.
time really flies. we started ard 9.30am..
soon it was 11, den it was 1pm, den it was 2pm..
really fast.

the crowd from 9.30 onwards to ard 3pm,
was as expected. it NEVER STOPPED.
people came to us and said dey've been queuing for hours.

HAHA. grace very poor thing sia.
she kana scolded by one of the person registering.
"you know just now! 1 stupid angmoh guy come up to me and he said
'can you hurry up?! i've been queuing for 2 f*cking hours!' "

YEAH. HAHA. indeed working dis line aint easy.
haha. yeahh.. my worst case was a china man,
coming to me, with an EMPTY FORM,
and telling me he cant read english, and gave me a FULL CHINESE BUSINESS CARD,
expecting me to fill it up for him. = /

end up i do everythin in hanyu pinyin for him.
he din even bring any form of photo identification.
horrible people. =O

haha. okay lar..
i've really said alot..

registration is a busy job.
even if you wanna go for a toilet break..
or wanna eat or drink smth, u need someone to replace your counter,
before u can leave. if dere's no one, sorry you cant.
omg. =D so busy....

after ard 3plus.. dere was barely anione left.
haha.. so.. we were free.. we played ard with the laptop.
and den with our PASS, we're free to go ANYWHERE in the exhibition.
people need to buy a PASS, need to queue up 2hours for it.
we dont need! =D

gosh.. helicopters always look so small on television,
but when i saw it today. WOAH. its enormous!
its my first time getting so close with a helicopter.
DAMN! its really soooo huge!

i decided to bring my professional camera tmr,
and take photos for you guys! let you all see how its like!
in this exhibition.

anyways! we left at 6pm today.
and together with daniel bro and grace,
we left de place and walked to changi village.
i took straight bus, bus 59 frm dere. dey took bus 2. =]

yuppp.
okay! shall end here!
hopefully soon i can post pics. =]

.lostindestars. 11.03PM 21.feb.06

shane: first dae of job!

2006-02-21T06:17:00.000-08:00

shane: job for 4days.

2006-02-20T07:52:00.000-08:00

I CANT POST PICTURES!!! T___T
i wanna post since 18.feb.06.....
T____T

i received my 5thmonth and valentine's pressie on dat day..
at the same time wenwen came to collect elmodan and received her pressie too. =p

shall post pictures of it another time. =p
blogger cant upload! awww damn.. T__T
sighhhh.. looks like the nxt time i update my blog..
will be at least 5 days later.

for the nxt 4 days,
i'll be busy working at changi exhibition centre..
busy as in, REALLY busy....
dont even think i'll have time to eat for the 8 hours.

okay let me briefly describe my job.
errr. its a 4day job, frm 21-24FEB..
its an ASIAN AEROSPACE EXHIBITION.
held at changi exhibition centre.
its the LAST aerospace exhibition which will be held at SINGAPORE.
the nxt time it'd be held, will be at hong kong.

uh huh..
i went to the final debrief yesterdae, sunday.
entry was really really strict.
but we had the pass, so we can enter.
the whole changi road will be blocked off during de 4days i heard.
traffic will be jammed.

what i'll be doing, is registration.
just sit at the counter, and each person who comes up,
check deir IC, verify the info, and type deir details which dey filled up in a form,
into the computer, and lastly, print them a pass,
so that they can enter.....

why i say i'll be so busy.
its becos for aerospace exhibition, the queue is EVER flowing.
it never stops. visitors and VIP visitors from all over the world will be here..
so... we'll be facing thousands thousands of ppl each day...
may not even haf de time to eat..

oh wells...
i'll be damn tired i guess..

oh wells.
pray for me people!

im gonna miss baobei wenwen loads..
may not even get to see her for the nxt 4 days..
T___T
love you dearieee.. missing you loads... .....

.lostindestars. 12.16AM 20-21.feb.06

shane: CHANGING BLOGGGG

2006-02-19T09:52:00.000-08:00

OMG. i've hit 291 posts for my blog!
i duno where i heard, dat for blogger,
you can only post up to 300posts!

sigh sad....
if the rumours are true..
when i hit 300posts.. i may be changing blog already.
=((((

SADD... PLS.
I DON WANNA CHANGE BLOGGGGGG.... T____T

heys aniways. check dis out.
SIHUA DUN BLAME ME OKAY! =p

===
to shane and wendy :
thanks alot for waking me up from that conversation with you yesterday .
im feeling so so much better now .
maybe its because you've seen me grow up since secondary 1 so you can understand better .
and of course wendy twinnie is included .
thanks so much for always listening to my xin shi when i know you may have your own xin shi at times too .
i`ll be your listening ear if you ever need me . (:
====

omg!! i din know dat she put it down in her blog.
OMG!! i feel so acknowledged now.
like got someone really appreciates dat im always dere for her.
HAHA. i hardly haf people telling me bout that,
or blogging it down.
HARDLY LAR. alot of ppl take me for granted..
awwwwwwww.
thats nice ah hua!

i've watched you grow up,
dun worry, im like ur big brother yeah!
always will be dere for ya.
baobei wenwen will be dere too! =D
maybe somethings u cant tell me cos im a guy,
u can tell baobei wenwen!
maybe baobei wenwen nort gd at counselling like me ( =XXXX),
but im sure she'll be a gd listener hor hor baobei? =PpPPp

yayyy. =]

ANDDD.
OMGOSH.
samantha moomoo, her fren's band need a drummer,
and he asked me to join.
and i had this conversation with him.
he's a grade8 pianist with a grade 6 theory.
i asked him if he knew bout chords, he said he doesnt.
said that he was CLASSICALLY trained.

okay... u know in a band, the most impt thing,
in writing a song, or playing a song..
are always the chords..
and YES, he may haf a GOOD backup,
piano grade 8, probably haf good hearing, good keyboard techniques,
and good sight-seeing..
but i wonder how good is his chord progression foundation.

yar larh.. he's good.
u know my school, last time many people ask me join deir band.
i dun anihow join band larh.
i wan a band, which people know deir stuffs.
people haf music substance, and not ppl who anihow play,
and dont know music at all.
yarrr...

so... i shall just go one jamming session with them soon,
and see what this guy really can play and do.
sheesh, a classical fella, trying to play pop.
sammie moomoo said he can play pop songs well.
yar... even if he can, he's probably those we reads score and play exactly.
becos moomoo also said he's sight reading is damn good.

okays.. not like im trying to say that im DAMN GOOD larh.
but... you need people who can click together,
people with common knowledge den can work together.
i dun mind sharing knowledge, but i hope dey do their homework too.
becos a classically trained fella, may NOT know alot bout the usual chord progressions.
and sad to say, he has only grade 6 theory.
only in grade 8 theory, you do alot of nice nice chord progression..
so you see..
im just trying to gauge how good he really is.
i wun be surprised if he can play DAMN gd classical pieces, which i cant.
but im just trying to see how he performs for pop music.
again, not trying to say im damn good.
but electone really does do ALOT of pop songs.
dats where i get all my knowledge on chords,
study dem, and thus able to improvise, ANY-O-HOW improvise,
nice sentimental themes. =]

my school people will know the way i play on the school piano.
its all improvising, i dun even know what im playing.
unless it sounds really nice, then i'll remember my notes.
i've already composed two themes.
one's called Me To You which was loooong ago. no one probably heard it,
but my school principal mrs woo, had. =]
and she was impressed by it.

its nort well and really perfect..
but the shape's dere.
oh wells.. back to topic.
i just hope the band people are of a certain substance. =]

.lostindestars. 2.05AM

shane: i'll race.

2006-02-19T08:53:00.000-08:00

i dun care what you say bro.
yes u've helped me with probs when i was in lower secondary.
helped me out when i almost haf probs with upper secondary people.
yes. but that was when i was naive and young.
after sec2, i never ever depended on you animore.

my circle of frens, i got my OWN control.
i dont need you telling me,
"you think urself la, u always wif gurls, i also never ssee you go out with guys before"
i haf guys and gurl frens. its within my own circle,
i dun need you telling me that.

anyway, you can sae i indirectly broke you and ash up,
but seeing ash so dejected and paranoid,
and since she came up to me to ask me
i had no choice but to tell her yr doings.

as for ur florence, she was the one who also came up to me to ask.
you're the one who cant keep gurls secured.
and you wanna blame me. why cant u keep them secured?
search urself.

you wanna bed gurls, dun bring them home.
be smart, dont bring them home.
cos when ur gurlfrens come asking me, i'll just answer the truth,
i wun hide anithing for you, and i WONT lie for you.
dont expect me to act as if i dont know anything.

anyway you were the one who kept on
saying as if FLORENCE and you werent together,
so when she asked, without hesitating, i told her.
you cant blame me too.

however. if you chose to blame me.
its up to you. you think i always help gurls?
you think im such a sadistic person,
who enjoys breaking my OWN BLOOD BROTHER's relationships?

you must be so blinded.
dont tell me what paikia stuff.
dont tell me what you've been thru all the betrayal.

i only know that you've too much HATE within you.
and i just pray that you get over it.
u're already 23 dis year.
how can you go on like this..
without a stable income, stable job.
how do you plan to feed the family nxt time..
grandma's stop working.
mum's reaching 50 soon.
how much longer can she work..
how much longer can she support you.
for me, im still studying, dats why she has to support me.

what bout you bro?
what do you spend ur money on?
cigarrettes already spent half ur money away.
what else.. still drink? still club? still haf fun?
gee...

like i said.. the safest way you don wan me to interfere,
is DONT let your frens know me,
cos i dont like my frens to know you too.
my frens will go compare me and you.
saying what "your bro so cute sia!"
"why u dressing more and more like your bro, why ur style follow ur bro sia"
blablabla and whatsoever.

and like i said, i wont lie for you.
do what you deem fit.
i only kept quiet, becos i don wan big prob to surface.
i've sent you the frenster msg, go read and think about it.
u're degrading urself bro.
even so, you're after all a NS POLICEMAN ROD.
why still bother to tio people.
why still bother to call people down to beat dat fella up.

the way you say it just now.

"you tell ashley and momi things,
IF YOU WERENT MY BROTHER,
I WOULD HAF BEATEN YOU UP"

"ALL MY 'BROTHERS' all dulan you when i tell dem."

yeah. u say as if im so afraid of you.
u want come beat me up, then come.
u'll only degrade urself, and make whole family worried.
i aint afraid of you.
you wanna fite or whatsoever, you can come.
yes, you may be small size and agile, but with my body build,
i wun be inferior to you.

and you must haf told ur brothers,
say i big mouth or what tell the girls bout you.
but u'd never thought they were the ones who came asking me.
and i dun like to lie.

like as if my frens not dulan you.
bleah. ur actions, ur behaviour truly betrayed urself and ur loved one.
talk about betrayal, why do you even betray loved one.
u know you loved her so much, and why did you even choose that path.
you can blame me if you want, but you ought to bring the blame to urself.
its nort that i help gurls, dun help you.
but i wun LIE for you.

what you wanna do, u make sure u be smart and keep it frm me.
so i dont know anything.

you wanna talk about leading de family..
just by looking at the the amount i haf in my bank,
and the amount YOU have in ur bank account.
tells it all about ur character and mine.
how do you intend to keep de family going,
if you dont spend less and start seriously studyin for a diploma and degree.
you wun be able to get better job pays.

its true, u may know alot about dis world,
betrayal and stuff. whatever.
but sometimes i detest it cos you act as if you know everything bro.
if you really know alot,
why cant you start thinkin for the family.

that hamster thing for a case,
you KNEW grandma was afraid of hamsters,
but when i called you and say say you abit.
you fed up, and gave me attitude.
and kept on like giving me the wtf attitude.
like it aint ur fault AT ALL.
grandma's so afraid of hamsters,
arent u worried for her health??

YES, im not exposed to dis world
NOT EXPOSED to BETRAYAL, whatever.
the least i know im MORE sensible then you are.
definitely MORE.
prove urself that you can lead the family.
otherwise, no one will ever gif you the chance to.

respect and love urself a little more,
if you cant love and respect urself.
NO ONE will love you.
even if i din say anything to ash.
with ur reckless behaviour, and the way you cant gif a gurl security,
dey ought to find out demselves.

like i said, you can blame me.
blame all you want.
but the ultimate thing,
is to always bring the blame to urself.
go reflect.

you think i still a kid?
i aint a kid animore.
im turning 18.
u wanna talk to me about love?

love and sex?
yes, definitely u surely can satisfy a gurl on bed really good,
so what if you can.
does sex last ?
sex doesnt. love does.
if you fail to give a gurl security,
no matter how much you love her,
you'll never be able to keep her.

just think again, what'd be the outcome of you
in a few years time.
dreaming that u wanna earn BIG money..
dreaming that you wanna drive a gd car and everythin.
when you dont do anithing at all,
WHEN YOU'RE ALREADY 23.

blame and dislike me for all you want.
i finally got it off my chest.
and dun just ask me to think.
you GOTTA think too.
i aint in ani position to lecture you.
that's what you'd say.
but if you really consider and think.
dere's just alot you can think of.

...
you're after all still my bro.
i dun wish to see you at dis age.
still wu suo shi shi, going for ur interests,
going for ur passion,
but with no base.

i'll race with you.
lets see who earn bigger bucks in the future.
you gotta prove urself to be someone who can keep the family goin.
i'll see.

.lostindestars. 1.21AM

shane: baobei ohh..

2006-02-16T08:56:00.000-08:00

heh heh.
finally bought a straightener.
bro and i shared the cost.

cheap 30dollar one. watson's.

i realised after straightening my hair with de straightener,
my hair becomes damn soft!
but after a few minutes, it curls back again. awwwwww......
how i wish it could be whole day long lasting.
awwww... oh wells. anyways.

aniways..
baobei and i....
smth small happened between us..
but it turned out to be a worst one.
i've never teared like dat for a long time..
baobeii. i wan our relationship to be a happy one..
i dowan it to add on to all de stress which im facing now..

i hardly talk to you bout my stress..
cos all the while i've been so free.
after O's i've been free..
i've worried so much bout you all de time..
bout ur studies.. monitoring you..
bout ur mum dad.. blablabla..
dat now i must let you know dat i cant worry bout u all the time..
cos im starting to have my own problems, my own stress..
u gotta start worryin bout urself..
and start caring and worrying bout me too.

wo men gou gou shou le..
bu neng zai xiang jing tian zhe yang le..
i hope dere wun be animore..
otherwise i dont know how things will turn out..

i love you baobeii..
pls.. do smth bout it. =]

.lostindestars. 2.54AM 16-17.feb.06

shane: update 12-14feb.! hamster crazy!

2006-02-15T05:34:00.000-08:00

lets update day by day again!
since

SUNDAY! 12.FEB.06

this is my best smile ever?
LOL. dont know. dun ask me to show my teeth.
i have ugly teeth. =O

falling in love with make up. =p
guess what. i went to pet shop to buy my new $42 cage.
and the lady at the cashier was like, kept on looking at my eyes.
c'mon. what generation it is already. its nort weird for guys to put on make up.
its not ani form of gothician. anyway. so long as i like it. i dun care. =D

okay! fixing my cage.. step by step!
firstly, the sides..
then, the metal 'whatever-you-call-that'
okay i apologise as my english is poor.
and i dont know what those are called. LOL. -__-"

fix the connecting tube to the "petting zone" =D
dun think too much bout those 2words. HAHA GOTCHA! =p

next, spread the bedding.

and then, fix the wheel, the bottle and the dish bowl.

nxt, the top cover, and the 'petting zone'
the "petting zone" is designed to temporary put ur hamsters in there,
while you're cleaning ur cage, changing bedding and so on. =]

FINALLY! its my cage! hurhurhruhur. =D

aha! thats me trying to play the violin rock style. HAHA. =p
ohkay! on to the nxt day!

13.feb.06
MONDAY

after band.. me, wenwen, jermaine , joanne and eugene went bubbletea shop to eat..
and then.. we went petshop!
sigh.. its our 5th month, i rather dere were only the two of us that day.. =((
sighh. baobei can we keep our monthly dates to ourselves nxt time.. =((

this is eugene's cage! small! look at my hand holding it, compare the size.
$28 !
i settled everything for him.
he said he wanted to buy hamsters for jodie..
so i chose everything for him. we took dis cage,
chose the bedding, took the food, and also chose the hamsters.
i even lent him some cash as he din had enuf. SEE HOW GD I AM? =p

took it out.. and its packed nicely just like that, everything's inside.

a small cage comes with a SUPER SMALL bottle..
only about the size of thumb. haha.

this was what dere was only in the cage.. lookin at the boundary,
lookin at de area of the cage, u can judge dat its kinda small,
although its considered much better den some EVEN smaller and plain cages.
but its stil small. =D

awww.. arent they cutee... =D
just that dey're both the same colour.
my neji and nesa hve colour contrast! cuter =p

i felt that his cage was a lil plain.
and everywhere's exposed to light..
i decided to rack my brains and try to do smth for his cage.
so i went to his cupboard, search search and search.
and we found boxes!
and i found toothpicks.. so i took what i thought could be useful..
and made smth out of it..
its not easy making it.
but i felt a sense of satisfaction upon completing it. =]

isnt dis cute ?? haha its done using chicken essence box!

dis is how de bottom looks.. has to be like dat.
otherwise when de hamster steps on the steps, the flap will bend.

they liked it pretty much, after a few mins, dey started settling within.
HAHA. cute.

look at the size of the cage! its width is equivalent to my palm!

okay lastly,

the final views and arrangement of eugene's cage.
it SURE looks better with the 'house with stairs' that i made. =]

TUESDAY
14.FEB.06

valentines day was bad..
only de morning was a lil sweet. =P
frm eugene's house, near the coffeeshop,
i ran ran ran the WHOLE STRETCH to de bus stop at bedok stadium..
to catch up wif wenwen and her bus..
but she din board de bus, although i manage to caught up.

this is de view at dawn, at eugene's place. pretty isnt it. =]
of course must see if u know how to adjust camera's sensitivity. =D

hurhur.. morning 6plus7, i sent baobei to school.. hehe. =D

okay! after which, i went blk 55, 7-11 and bought this!

cold coffee rocks in the morning.

and then i went to yan yu bro's house..
we played bomberman on his PS2. so funnn..
the last time i played bomberman with PS,
was like during p4-p5, 6-8 years ago..
back den it was only PS, no PS2..
and back den it was 2-D, nort 3-D like the one we played.

after which we went back to SCHOOL.
to find principal mrs woo to write us a letter,
and den left for Singapore Poly to view and enquire our courses.

den i came back to bedok at ard 2plus..
and... smth happened between me and baobeiii..
it really ruined de valentine's day..
but oh wells.. i dun mind..
so long baobei knows what im thinking..
and baobei knows what to do about it..

its only once a year...
baobeii.. i wanna spend another valentine's day with you..
hopefully a happy happy enjoyable one....
but it wun be easy..
as u know relationships at our age doesnt last..
lets put in more commitment..
and with determination,
with more love, trust, care and concern,
with less sensitivity issues, less hate, less faults.
i believe.. we'll be able to last till next valentine's. =]

sigh.. yup nevermind!
baobei and i went tm to play bomberman!
so cutee. i PERSUADED her really hard,
before she decided to change into the bball jersey and the $5 shirt,
i bought frm hangten JUST to get into the arcade for the game.
AHAHA.
u'll never be able to see baobei where like dat ever.
but i saw it! =p

okay.. after i reached home..
SUDDENLY, i was enthusiastic towards building another shelter,
building another 'house' for them.
i got the idea frm the one i built for eugene.
using chicken essence boxes.
AND I BUILT A TREEHOUSE FOR NEJI AND NESA!

tadaaaa!! =D
using ice cream sticks and glued dem dere.
wasted quite some time on it.

dere it is! de view of the left side of the cage.

this is the right side..

and of course nort forgetting the "petting corner".

OKAY! im done posting!
no pictures today (wednesday). =D
today went for band as usual.
as sec1s and sideline's practice changed to today. =]

.lostindestars. 1.04AM 15-16.feb.06

shane: eugene's place.

2006-02-13T09:27:00.000-08:00

woahh..
at eugene's house noww..
hahaa..

omg.. i helped eugene with his vdae gift for jodie!!
he got everything he needed himself larh..
of course i lent him some cash, cos he din have enuf at dat time.
since he was so sincere in buying, i cant help, i just had to lend him!
i dun anihow lend money one! =D

hahaa. dat boy.
at first the plan was...
to go his house, help him fix de cage.
he bought 2 hamsters and a cage frm where i bought NEJI the other day.

and andd... yesterdae i bought a NEW cage for NEJI,
as bro was giving NESA away, and together with the cage.
hopeless fella larh he.. for a moment he was so interested in hamsters,
one month later, cos de hamster ran out frm cage,
must be cos he din close the the cage properly,
and i lectured him larh, cos grandma gets TERRIFIED at the sight of hamsters.
so bro got unhappy, and gave attitude.
so he wanted to give away both NEJI and NESA.
but i refused, as NEJI's mine. bleah.

so i had to buy my own cage.. yupp..
$42.. post pictures and show u guys de cage i bought..

OKAY! back to topic!
i helped eugene out, fixing the cage,
and USING creativity to make a nice 'HOUSE' for his hamsters.
i think jodie will love it. haha.
i'll post pics of MY cage, and EUGENE's cage.
and of course the 'HOUSE' i built for his hamsters. =]

anywayss.. i've not even finished doin wenwen's gift..
see how helpful i am.. until im nort done wif wenwen's gift...
its just too plain.. sigh.. okay larh.. hope wenwen likes it..

late le.. time to hit the beds..
HOHO EUGENEEE HERE I COMEEEE. =X
gd nites people! anddd...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

lostindestars. 1.39AM 14.feb.06

shane: UPDATE SINCE SUNDAY!

2006-02-11T21:08:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i posted pictures..
okay.. before dat lemme sae dat..
so lemme post some pictures before i start blogging. =]

SUNDAY
6.feb.06

many days back. playin ard wif contacts. HUSKEY EYES. =D

desperate for money?

dis are nort my angbao money, dis are my hard SAVED money over the few months.
and i deposit 600 into my acct de other day! woooo. my savings hit 3000. yayyy.

bro's collection of XJAPAN stuffs. see that Hide Doll?
wonder why would anyone make a doll out of demselves.

i decided to style Hide doll's hair !. =D

WEDNESDAY
8.feb.06

i completed the spike style dat dae!
usually i'd only pull de hair on my side backwards,
but dat dae i spiked dem too!

able to feel de diff?
maybe nort, but wenwen did! =D

THURSDAY
9.FEB.06

baobei loves dis pic! =D
she went "dandan SOO CUTE!!"

reflection camera.

yarrr.. i act cute. im a camerawhore after all. =p
yeah comment all you want. i only love people who loves me. =D

OKAY! preparations for vdae gift!
i bought glue and icecream sticks!

i chopped!

i pasted!

what could i be doin for wenwen?
STAY TUNED, AND YOU SHALL FIND OUT
ON VALENTINE'S DAY!

FRIDAY
10.FEB.06

i went school to collect my O results..
was abit down, but was still okay..
sentimental-ed by the piano right beside staff room.
it was the piano which used to be in the hall,
it was the piano which i've touched almost everyday for de past 3 years.
it was my love.. i sure love you darling..
my darling piano..

i believe many people will miss hearing the beautiful music themes
coming from the hall during recess time,
or after school..

not to say i play really well or what..
but becos its been my routine to play everyday in school.
im recognised in school by many people,
they all see me only, start whispering or talking aloud.
"he... piano.. piano..."
HAHA... many people usually stop by to hear me play..
i believe.. many people will miss piano sounds in the hall..
as no one will be like me, so eager to play everyday..
no one else...... sigh.
i'd miss you, my beloved school piano. =]

OHKAY!
lets move on!

ever seen a 7-11 not open in the day? =O
maybe it just... blacked out. well. who knows. HURHUR.

look at this.

this is alfred's list of courses he can go.
a WHOLE bunch.

and....
dis is mine.
i've got only 2 lines, wif only Half a line are POLY courses.
alfred's got 8lines, with 7 lines POLY courses. SIGH.
if only i did better too. T___T
oh wells. no regrets. =]

that's us, my classmates and i, at parkway's Gelare.
trying to smile as happy as we can, as we're nort really at all.
why? its all over results. =(

OKAY..
HERE'S WHAT U'VE BEEN WAITING FOR.
MY RESULTS.

i got 31points for my L1R4.
horrible isnt it.. dats the outcome when you dont study.
cant go for much choices in poly courses.
my english was a D7, even darren's english who's quite good,
got only a 5. im like.. wth.. so sad. how could i get a D7 for english.
sigh.

surprisingly i passed maths, when i din study at all.. C6.
chinese after retaking, was a C5 instead of a C6.
combined science was a D7.
art C6
combined humanities ABSENT. =O

anyways.. was feeling rather bad dat day..
thank you sihua, thank you esther tan for calling.
syafiq called too, thanks bro.
winda, xm, renee and sharlene msged.

thank you guys! shows dat im nort forgotten after all.
sharlene's and winda's msg was surprising.
i've nort contacted dem for soooo long. but sorry guys din reply.
wasnt in much mood. =]

OKAY.. so last few nites been busy wif wenwen's pressie..
and also VERY VERY STRESSED over which school to go..
uncle michael was nice, he called and gave me advice.

where shld i go..

SP - Music and Audio Technology
NAFA - Do Percussion
LASALLE-SIA - Do Contemporary Music.

lasalle and nafa are stricter in entry requirements.
haf to fix dates for audition, and if i dun make it, i still WONT get in.
nafa only admits 60students a year.
at the same time, i missed out one credit for SP's course.

called mr tan last nite..
he doesnt recommend ani of those, but just said if he were to rate dem,
he'd recommend me to go nafa and take percussion.

shall start another post.

.lostindestars. 2.32AM 12-13.feb.06

2006-02-10T06:38:00.000-08:00

i came home upset, and sian.
wondering where can i go with such results...
where can i go after my secondary education..

baobei.. its not like i din call you at all..
u're just unhappy cos i spent time talkin to another gurl longer den i did to you.
but do you know wad i need de most at dat point of time.
i need someone to talk to me, ask me what i'm gonna be doin..
tell me its okay, tell dat i can always try again.
i need all dose encouragement........

u know what i dun need the most now??
is you REACTING like dat now.
can you stop thinking bout "i dun understand you"
and start thinking bout "how shld i understand you".
and start thinking bout what shld be done.....

i came home unhappy and sian..
came home trying to act like im okay.
came home hoping you'd ask me 'how's ur dae baobei dandan.."
ask me if i was okay and so....

..
i fucking hate it now lar.

came home, mum ask bout result,
grandpa asked.
grandma asked.
EVERYONE ASKED, AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO THEM.

I NEED YOU THERE TO BE MY PILLAR,
MY PILLAR OF STRENGTH WHEN IM THE WEAKEST NOW.
TO CONSOLE AND TELL ME ITS ALRIGHT.

but u're reacting like that noww.......
u're just unhappy cos i talked to sihua.
and you just f*cking forget how unhappy you're for a min,
and START thinking bout how unhappy i am.
and start thinkin bout what i really needed today.........

i hate all those jealousy in you.
its getting everything in total mess.

can you just stop reacting like
"yar ask her pei ni lor"
"yar.... i dun understand you"

i know my words are harsh.
but today im UNEASILY UNHAPPY.
AND I NEED SOMEONE TO BE DERE FOR ME.
why cant youuu......
if u urself is nort strong, how can u be dere for me.....
such small trivial thing shld nort be something dat affects you.

.........................
.........

i kept calling you again and again...
to let you know where i am..
to let you know wad im doin.....
yet each time i call you.. u sound so sian..
sound so quiet and dun wish to talk...
like i did smth which was really wrong.

if i really dun need you.
why would i call you again n again.....
why cant i call someone else???
why din i call sihua?? or call someone elseee??

... the person i need standing by me right now is you.
yet u're in ur weak state, getting so affected by small small things.

......
...........
.....

im totally speechless.....
why....
why whhy why......

..............

shane: preparations for vdae.

2006-02-09T10:17:00.000-08:00

TMR's the day when i collect my O's results..
i guess no more fun and free time already..
sigh.. im so not lookin forward to it..
i din study at all.. sigh..
let me just roughly guess what i'd see on my cert..
just a rough guess and judgement

english - C6
chinese - C6
combined sciences - E8
mathematics - F9
art - B3 or B4
combined humans - ABSENT.

yes.. i was absent for my both my humans paper.
sighh.. i just dis results will be better..
i din study at all..
SIGH.

gosh.. its 2.16AM now..
and i just finished doin PART OF wenwen's v'dae gift..
after doin 5 hours.. de frame is half complete!
5hours just to do de frame..
frm when i came back frm tampines 7plus. until 12.35am den i finished. =O
im eating instant noodles now as usual..

aniways.. met amie todae.
when was de last time i saw u amie ?
cant remember.. 2005 before august i guess.. was it ?
hurhur..
sooo long ago.

amie got a shock when she saw me.
just exactly wad i told her on de phone de other dae.
LOL.
maybe my appearance did change alot. =x

hahaa.. amie and i did some vdae shopping.
she left at 5pm..
so i continued to walk walk walk...
after long hours of deciding..
i got wad i wanted and left TM for home. =]

i took pictures of de stuff.. but wun let u all see it until its complete,
and after its given to wenwen. =]

okay..
blog bout few daes back.

OKAY! 2nd thoughts!
as its 3.01AM now.. goin 3am.
i decided to blog tmr..
shall blog since SUNDAY okay guys?
hopefully! =D

.lostindestars. 3.02AM

shane: new sticks.

2006-02-04T09:29:00.000-08:00

woah. im bloggin STRAIGHT after my feb3rd post.
hurhur..

lalaa.. i went band todae as usual..
just dat i HAD to spray black larh..
todae looks MORE black den de previous.

maybe just the fringe.

hurhur.. yuppp.
todae.. i was really really stressed out larhs..
can be a realll headachee.. those doing strokes..
dun even haf slightest rhythm feel..
those better ones in the mallet percussion,
who can read notes and rhythm..
dun haf discipline..

made me kinda pissed.. and kinda stressed out.
aniways.. yeah.. when band ended, i did talk to the whole section.
those still doing strokes, are trying hard, but nort trying hard enuf..
so i just told dem to try even harder..
those doing mallets, i gotta instill more discipline in dem.
oh wells..

anyways! check dis out.

Woah ho.. lovely ehh. =D
if only i can bring dem all home. HAHA. =p

okay.. dats about dat..
my face has been really bad recently..
i shldnt haf applied dat OXY pimple cream..
my face is sensitive to it..
and is itching really bad..
causing de area below my lips, all red and full of pimples.
SIGH.......
KILL ME.

THE PRETTY BOY DOESNT DESERVE THIS.
KILL MEEEEEEEE.
I RATHER DIE THAN GET DISFIGURED....
NOOOOOOOOOOOO......
DONT DO THIS TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......................................

.lostindestars. 1.45AM 4-5.feb.06

shane: hairstylist shane. =p

2006-02-04T08:29:00.000-08:00

ohh! before i left house to meet wenwen.
cousin wanted me to style his hair for him again.
woah hoho.. dis time i styled it much nicer den de other time.
he was like "WAH! the behind damn style leh."
HAHA. call me shane, hair stylist shane. =p
now check dis out. =D

left side..

right side..

dats us! im more fair then him actually.
dont know why he looks more fair den me here. lol.
AND I LENT HIM MY EXPIRED GREY CONTACTS.
haha. expire a few days is no prob. =D

taddaaaa...
baobei bought new contact lens!
its de same as my first pair of contacts..
dat kinda nort VERY obvious kind..
HURHUR. baobei duno how to buy arh,
nxt time dandan buy for you nah. =x
HEHEHEE. muah.

asked her to open her eyes wide,
but she ended up bursting into laughter. lol.

dis was mine back den!
it isnt so obvious as my i-dazzle contact lens now. =D
after i use up my last pair of violet contacts in late march,
i may consider buying freshkon or freshlook.
freshlook will look more natural..
freshkon will be more obvious and more outstanding,
especially freshkon's colour fusion. 3in1, just like my i-dazzle contacts now. =D

hurhur.. aniways..
wenwen and i met up yesterdae at tampines. =D
den we went LJS to eat..
weird, she din eat more den me todae. HAHA. =p
she only had the clam chowder..

SO EXPENSIVE. $2.80 for one small bowl.
okay.. im money conscious. =x

she got a picture of me applying my pimple cream. oh oh~ =(
horrible.....

me with makeup? =O

dats my baobei trying to act cute with my shades. =p

she went like dat when i said she was acting cute. lollll. =x

after which, baobeii and i went to CS.
we went to take neocard! okay.. its my term of calling it..
i call it neocard. neoprint card. =p

i prefer the first one! but baobei's complainin bout her eyebags..
HAHA.. its okay darling.. u look sweet! just like me . *pulls face* =P

after dat, we continued camerawhoring away.

i wan bigger eyes! O_O

hurhur. after which,
we went TM's arcade for our favourite game of bomberman.
we coincidentally bumped into jodie and eugene at de arcade.
and they snatch frm us our bomberman game. LOL! =p

tralalaa.. so by the time we finished our game.. i meant me and wenwen..
it was already ard 9pm..
we went home. tadaa.

hurhur. dat was our dae.
love my dearieee.~ muah =D

.lostindestars. 3.feb.06

shane: tofufufufu!

2006-02-02T06:19:00.000-08:00

mi fridge has been so filled with new year food.
dat it doesnt has my usual one big bottle of green tea or lemon tea.
and im getting so sick of de cans and cans of carbonated drinks.
so last nite.. i decided to set out to buy my drinks..
just outside my condo, dat iECON shop. =D

one whole box i bought..
$7.50, quite worth it i must say.
6x4 = 24packs of bandung. woooo. =D

bought dis too, which was NOT so worth it.
$1.30 for 1litre. bad bad choice to buy dis.

and i dont know why i bought dis.
but i thought of preparing a dish with it,
as i've nort cooked anithing using tofu for some time.

jiajin and i cooked last nite..
he cant cook for nuts larh..
lol.. i did most of de cooking..
he just assisted me and breading and frying cutting.

wad about some pics of us preparing,
or rather, or him preparing? hurhur.

looks like he's nort gd at creacking eggs.
he still wanted to haolian dat he can crack eggs single-handedly. LOL.

ehh brother! beat the egg! not STIR it. lol!

prepare de powder and crumps!

ANDD..
TADAA !

our nicely-breaded tofu, ready for some frying. =D

did this again! haven done it for sometime!
breaded fried tofu topped with shredded crabstick.. =D

i forgot to add salt to it.. it was a lil bland..
so i thought of adding japanese mayonaise to it. so...

dis is de final look of de dish. looks yummy?
haha. i aint teaching u guys how to cook it.

of course i did de omellette too, or how u spell it.
yeah.. it din look very appealing, so... i had second thoughts bout posting dis pic.
HAHA. but oh wells. taste nice can already right? =D

served together wif rice and bandung which was has such nice milky colour..
woo! rocks.

ooo.. it was late night supper.
was ard 3.40am when we finished our meal.
a few rounds of O2JAM, and time to hit de beds! =D

yuppp.. dat was last nite..
lets move on to today...

==-==
--=--
==-==

TODAY !!
no pics to post actually..
i went to springfield today as usual,
to teach my sideline percussion.
just that today, i had to SPRAY my hair black,
cos de principal of the school doesnt like coloured hair. -_-"
wth. im already a graduate, even so, im nort frm springfield.
-____-"

yupp okay. soo..
my mallet percussionists are okay..
those playing the marimba, xylophone, glockenspiel, bells and chimes..
dey're considered as mallet percussion.
most of dem are pianists..
which is NO problem for me to teach.. yupp.

but the other group..
those practising deir strokes and learning to read notes..
gosh.. its really... BIG HEADACHE!
some of dem dun even haf de SLIGHTEST rhythm feel,
and are repeating their mistakes again n again.
gotta pretty pissed and impatient at times..
im already a patient guy, but if again and again dey cant get it..
who wouldnt get impatient.

grrrr! roarrrr.
todae, i see who can feel the rhythms and play together.
out of so many.. only 2.
justin and fahmy.
though they're often abit blur.

the rest of dem. need more timeee.
geee... really headache.. teaching the beaming of semiquaver and quaver notes.
dey CAN count. i've taught them to count like..

1 + 2 + 3 + 4 + (quavers)
1e+a 2e+a 3e+a 4e+a (semi-quavers)
1+a 2e+ 3+a 4e+a (beaming of semiquavers and quavers)

YES! THEY CAN COUNT.
BUT......................................

they werent playing what they counted. -____-"
wth right..
they counted de rhythm correctly,
but dey cant play.

if dey can count, sing the rhythm out for me.
why cant they play the same as what they're counting??
i mean... what's so difficult..
PIANGS! *scratches head*

haha.. no wonder khairul gave up teaching dem.
hahaa. ask khairul teach.. he simply haf NO patience.
hahaa.. dotts...

ogay man...
so when i was about to leave the school.
dis old fella stopped me.

unknown fella
"hey. HEY. HEY BOY!"
"come over here."

me
"yes? what can i help you with?"

unknown fella
"dont go out first. my principal is at the carpark leaving soon"
"u know my principal dont like coloured hair."
"where're you from?"

me
"ping yi ALUMNI band"
"yes i know your principal dont like coloured hair, but i've sprayed majority of my hair black"

unknown fella
"yar, but the school also dont like people with such TIPTOP hairstyle"

I WAS LIKE (*#)(!@)(#*!@)$*)!@*#

me
"okay. so i wait for your principal to leave first?"
*acting as polite as possible*

unknown fella
"ya. just wait for her to leave den you can go."

me
"okay. so how do i address you?"
*STILL ACTING AS POLITELY AS POSSIBLE*

MR WONG
"Mr Wong, OM Mr Wong"

me
"your principal has left, i shld be goin too."
"okay. sorry AH."

-____-"
yeahh.. i was trying to be polite larh.
what tiptop hairstyle.
what kinda generation is it now?
is YOU people who refuse to accept the younger generation's style.
dere's nth wrong with spiked hair larh.
look around you, everyone's like that.
people with all the traditional and old mindset,
give you guys a big BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

hurhur. okay.
dats all for today. =D

.lostindestars. 11.05PM 2.feb.06

shane: lalala.

2006-01-31T09:44:00.000-08:00

HURHUR.. okay..
haf i told you dat my cousin jiajin has nice hair?
he has kept it lonngg.. reallyy long.
but when he came back to sg, his fren brought him for a 45 dollar haircut.
so now its long, but still layered and can be spiked.

yuppp.. so he's damn cute larh.
he has such nice hair, but DONT KNOW how to style.
HAHA. so i taught him to style..
and styled for him.
his hair behind was initially flat.
so when i styled for him, i realised his hair behind,
was really long, nort easy to style, but would be nice if styled.
cooll.. so i styled for him! dis is de side view!
nice ? =D

met wenwen up at bedok..
i was late.. sorry deariee. =]
met up at 7.02pm..

den we took mrt to tampines..
and we went CS's LJS to settle our dinner!
woahhhhh.. FIRST TIME ever u see baobei eating more den me.
LOL !

dis was mine.. spicy lemon fish + 1 chicken. =D

dis was hers. combo 2. 1 fish + 2 chicken. =OoOoOo

loll! ogay.. after which we went to arcade.. waited like half an hour.
for de bomberman game. some guy was playing.. he was nort bad.
he's as gd as me.. just dat he's better, cos im more careless. X((
hurhur.. yuppp.

after awhile of waiting. she got bored.

and went for her 2 games of photohunt.
but dat fella was still playing..

So she saw dis little boy playing metal slug, so happily and excitedly making noises away~
and went to disturb him. LOL. -____-"

look at her! small kid also wanna ka chiao .
LOL!!

aniways.. we got to play our bomberman..
after which we went to take bus 31.. sent her off..
and den.. tada i went home! =D

hurhur.. i was actually having good hair day today..
den i zhilian-ed.. but then i slpt at 5 last nite..
din had enuf slp, and had HUMONGOUS eyebags..
so.. tada. wun post ani pics of myself todae.
GUESS U GUYS ARE TIRED OF SEEING MY FACE TOO RIGHT? =D

.lostindestars. 3.03AM 31.jan.06 - 1.feb.06

shane: wenwen to PS =D

2006-01-30T11:33:00.000-08:00

hurhur.. met wenwen at bedok inter at ard 5.32pm..
she was dressed so.... =O
haha. nvm. later u guys will see. =D

baobei and i took mrt to cityhall.
and walked to suntec..
finally after so long.. we reached de 7-11 at citilink..
den we bought icecream, and sat down outside de 7-11 =D

she wanted me to feed her..
so i did. and dis was wad happened.

HAHA.
AND SHE WENT OVERBOARD.
AND DIS WAS WAD HAPPENEDDD.

stupid baobeii.
didnt ur mama taught you nort to pway wif food. =x

haha....
so we walked on thru suntec..
we din go aniwhere to walk to be exact,
we went straight to de arcade, and went passed dis area.
which i thought was a gd place for photography. =D

.. and den!
we went arcade to play..
bomberman! cant concentrate todae..
played till i fed up.. din wanna play after a few 50cent coins.
and played photo hunt.. uh huh..
tada!

dats how baobei wore! =D
i love her shoes only.
though nort used to her pointy shoes.
but like it still. =D

after which we went off.
back to bedok..
HAHA poor baobei, cannot tahan my 'childish-ness' =p

when we reached bedok, parted with baobei.
she met jiahui, and i met my cousin..
so we went separate ways..
jiajin ate at bedok inter first.. after which he was still hungry..
so we went home.. and decided to cycle to 85 to eat again,
since baobei and jiahui was dere.. yupp!
so... dere we go again!

the boys after midnight riding. =D

=D

after one loooong day..

the boys chilling out. =D

HAHA. okay.
shall blog till here.

.lostindestars. 4.48AM 31.jan.06
GOSH ITS ALMOST 5AM. TIME TO SLP.

shane: 2nd day with cousin.

2006-01-29T10:32:00.001-08:00

ohkayy..

lemme blog bout last nite first..
28.jan.06
actually cousin only wanted for a smoke,
so we left house to near poolside,
after which, we decided to go bball..
YAR. it was already 1plus AM.. haha.
yupp.. so.. we went home.. changed and prepared..
we moved stealthily in the house..
as jiajin's dad was slpin in de living room..
den we took bro's 2 bicycles.. and cycled to bedok reservoir view blk 770 dere..
played bball dere for awhile..
IN THE DARK. haaha.

before setting out! =D

uh huh.. after which.. we went for our midnight riding..
we cycled past bedok town park, which was OH-SO-DARK.
goshh. dun ever walk dere alone at nite.
thankfully i wasnt alone. and we were cycling..
hurhur... yuppp.. den we went to bedok north 7-11 dere..
den we checked time! was already 2.46 after our drink frm 7-11.

at 7-11 bedok north! =D

so its almost time we went home.
uh huh.. so.. we "CHIONG-ED" our way thru bedok town park.
never stop pedalling.. at our fastest speed..... so tired after dat..
totally worked out our thigh muscles.. hurhur..

wooishh. after bathing,
a few games of metal slug 4 and street fighter on the PS2,
and tadaaa. we knocked off. was superly tired.

i forgot to add 2more photos. =p

aunt irene and seline!!! SO CUTEEE!!
wad a wonderful mummy! =D

huishan and me! =D
dat nite, cousin and i slpt in bro's room.
as de room which mum and i shared, is FULL,
with 4 people, aunt valerie, huishan, huimin, and mum herself..

ogay!
on to the 2nd dae!!

29.JAN.06

cancelled my date my wenwen.
sowiee dearieee. lets nort make ani big fuss over it ogay?
heheee.

so.... i din really had much mood nah.
jiajin, huishan and i, went to TM's KPool.
we started off with billard.
i cant even play well for Pool,
he played billard. LOL.
so.... yeah. we changed to pool after awhile..
we lost our moods after awhile larh. huishan and i, cant play pool for nuts.
LOL.

jiajin, de pro showing us de correct position.

that's me trying to act pro.
but i cant even get any balls in. LOL.

3 of us, had 4 meals @ BK pavillion.
using de coupons...

and we had SOO much fries and onion rings~

okay.. so we went home...

bro was being REALLY insensitive la.
he knew dat jiajin's whole family of 5 is staying at our place,
and EVERYONE is squeezing and sharing rooms.
he actually brought dat girl home.
nort even his gf, complicated relationship.
cos all de girls all slp in mum's room.
den me, jiajin and bro, supposedly to squeeze in his room.

NOW he brought a GIRL back,
and EXPECTS us to share same room with him.
and guess what he saidddd??
"see you all open minded anot la, nort open minded den fark off."

and i was like. WTH.
if i really needed de room,
i DUN mind slping in de room wif jiajin on de mattress,
and you and ur girl on de bed.
i AM open minded enuf.
but is nort a problem of OPEN MINDED or not la.
its bout observing certain properties la.
EVEN MUM arranged in dis way dat all gurls slp one room,
and u ACTUALLY brought a gurl home,
expecting JIAJIN and i to share room with you.
just how insensitive u are.
BLEAH.

i was totally pissed by the way bro talked larh.
so i die die dun wanna slp in his room.
jiajin and i decided to slp in de living room.

he slpt on de sofa, i opened de foldable 'bed'.
it wasnt DAT bad larh. was very comfortable and cosy.
maybe cos we brought de comforters and de pillows bolsters out. =D

.lostindestars. 29.jan.06

shane: 2nd day with cousin.

2006-01-29T10:32:00.000-08:00

ohkayy..

lemme blog bout last nite first..
actually cousin only wanted for a smoke,
so we left house to near poolside,
after which, we decided to go bball..
YAR. it was already 1plus AM.. haha.
yupp.. so.. we went home.. changed and prepared..
we moved stealthily in the house..
as jiajin's dad was slpin in de living room..
den we took bro's 2 bicycles.. and cycled to bedok reservoir view blk 770 dere..
played bball dere for awhile..
IN THE DARK. haaha.

uh huh.. after which.. we went for our midnight riding..
we cycled past bedok town park, which was OH-SO-DARK.
goshh. dun ever walk dere alone at nite.
thankfully i wasnt alone. and we were cycling..
hurhur... yuppp.. den we went to bedok north 7-11 dere..
den we checked time! was already 2.46 after our drink frm 7-11.

so its almost time we went home.
uh huh.. so.. we "CHIONG-ED" our way thru bedok town park.
never stop pedalling.. at our fastest speed..... so tired after dat..
totally worked out our thigh muscles.. hurhur..

shane: checktime..

2006-01-28T08:18:00.001-08:00

checktime.. 12:18AM..

jiajin's back, but im all moodless and sulky..

u just called me few mins ago at 12:11AM..
and told me you're goin home now..
whereby i called u at 11:35.. u already told me u're at central stop..
waiting for you to be back my dear..
waiting on.. all de while frm 9plus since jiajin went out..
by the comp waiting..

11:04..
11:20..
11.36..
11.55..
12.09..
12.16..

still waiting on..
u hardly go out until so late..
did you really had to wait for her..
okay larh.. i cant sae much.
otherwise i'd be a problematic ass finding probs..

but just hope u'd be around..
yawns.. tired.. but still waiting..
perhaps when u come back i've already,
i'd already haf gone gaming wif jiajin again..
today's timing is just so bad..
when i needed u back ard 9plus..
u werent ard.. until 11plus 12plus.. still nort back..
now jiajin's back.. although i feel so sian and moodless already..
and dun wanna game.. but i cant just leave him alone.
we hardly spend time together..
oh wells.. baobei..

im saying good nites to you here..
cos i may nort reply u later, as my comp's in the living room..
and im goin to bro's room to game wif jiajin..
do slp early.. im tired, and hope i'll slp early too..
love you my dear..
missing u badly...

.lostindestars.. 12.27AM 27-28.jan.06

shane: checktime..

2006-01-28T08:18:00.000-08:00

shane: title-less

2006-01-28T07:40:00.000-08:00

checktime..
11.41PM....

huishan and minmin are aslp..
jiajin and bro's still out...

feelinggg so bored since just now..
u're still outside..
feeling so superly sians.

yawnss...
where're u my dear.
come home soon. T_T
yawnss......
bored.. . ..

.lostindestars. 11.43PM

shane: reunion dinner.

2006-01-28T05:01:00.000-08:00

wheees..
im really bored now..
baobei's nort home..
she's out with her fren.. hmm.........

cousin's in bro's room,
uncles and aunts in the living room.
as usual, talkin their business stuffs.

jiajin, my bestie cousin's out with my bro.
just left house to TAMPINES again.
which we went earlier in de day.

yeahh..
soo...
cousin (jiajin), came to my place ard 2..
den i prepared.. and we went out ard 2plus 3.
hurhur.. we went LJS at century square for our lunch first.
and den after which, i brought him to TM..
he doesnt come around dis area one.
he stays at choa chu kang dere..
but 3-4 years back, migrated to aussie..
yuppp..

jiajin's parents also finally came back for reunion dinner.
after 4 years. uh huh..

okay back to where i was..
jiajin and i went arcade.
PLAYED BOMBERMAN AGAIN!
WHEEEE.
just brought back those childhood days
when he used to come over to my place during de holidays~
all our gaming days.
hurhur.

we spent $6.50 on completing the whole game.
loll.. uh huh.. den after which.. WE PLAYED POOL !

din take any shots of me playing it larh.. forgot..
too engrossed in the game..
POOL'S FUN. =D

warh... someone like me who dun touch pool and billard,
finally played.. haha. de last time i played was 4 years back..
during holiday trip with band at malaysia..
haha..

okay larh.. i wasnt too bad for someone new to pool..
played less den 3 times in my life. =/

uh huh! den we play dat...... machine again.
which u use 2 "things" you hold in ur hands..
and to hit de chip into ur opponent's goal..
it was de most costly 'game' in the arcade. but the de most fun. =D

uh huh.. which after dat was 5plus.. so we went home..
for our REUNION DINNER.. =D
had steamboat.

we took photos.. =D

jiajin, me, bro, huishan!

hurhur..
sigh.. bored..
huishan, minmin, aunt valerie, uncle michael, and jiajin,
whole family staying over.. looks like we gotta squeeze le.. =/
haha.

yupp.. gotta move de comp out soon.
de girls all slping in mum's room.
alrite.. dey're all tired. gotta move out soon. =]

blog again. =]

lostindestars 9.47pm

shane: o2jam~ bomberman~ =D

2006-01-27T07:27:00.000-08:00

hurhur.. wenwen came mi place dis morning.
of course each time she comes my place,
im de one who asked her over.
BAOBEI CAN U TAKE INITIATIVE TO COME OVER,
AND SURPRISE ME ONE DAY ANOT!
boy oh boy~ i love surprises. =D

hurhur.. yupp! baobei and i left house in de afternoon,
and headed towards to TAMPINES for our late lunch.
and wheesh~

we went up to century square's comic connection after dat,
with one purpose.. TO GET THE O2JAM PREPAID CARD.
wooooooo!!

u know.. O2jam.. 1/3 of de clothes, de instruments,
the accessories.. everything, can be bought with de 'money' we earn while playing.
but 2/3 of de clothes, blablabla, everything need to be bought wif EP.
EP is also known as E-Points.

so frm late november, early december,
when i started playing O2jam until now,
i couldnt buy those REALLY REALLY nice clothes, nice hair and so on..
becos i do not haf EP.

to get EP, i need to visit game shops and buy the Prepaid Card from the shop.
HOHOHOHOHOHO.
FINALLY!!!

the card's $10.50
for 200 E-points.

did you see that?! 200 E-Points! XD

abit costly.. but 200 ep is just nice..
although i wish for more la. HAHA.
200 ep enough to buy alot of nice clothes.. yayyy.
but wad im afraid is.. i may spend it fast, and need to buy the card again.
a FULL set of clothes cost ard 20-30EP..

yuppp! go get dis game and play guys!
its really interesting.
i'll briefly explain de concept of de game..
u know when u go arcade..
u see those RX Fever, and Percussion Freak.
Drum Mania, blablabla..

yupp! de concept of de game's like dat,
just that you use ur KEYBOARD to play.
damn fun larh.. =p

OOPS. sorry. i tink i went abit too much.
HAHAA.
okay... wenwen and i after which, went to TM's arcade.
FOR MY FAVOURITE BOMBERMAN game!! =D

wenwen kept dying. HAHA.
poor thing. i think if i seriously sit down and play.
just 2-4 tokens is enuf for me to complete de game.
haha.. i made it to stage 5 dis time..
wenwen got bored, and finished when i was at stage 3.
and i had ZERO lives den.
with ZERO lives, i made it to stage 5..
WHEEEE. so fun. =D

bomberman rocks. =D
so do you my dear. i love you. =p

din send baobei home todae..
was feeling superly lazy. sorry baobeiii!
din wanna go aniwhere too near ur house too..
later ur daddy mummy see.. hugs!

baobei came mi place at 10.55pm.
left me at ard 6.03pm.
wheee.. so.. we spent..
7hours and 8mins together?
WHEEEhEEE..
love love. =D

do you guys prefer me, with my fringe like dat?
or u all prefer me spraying my fringe to a only a few streaks.

scroll down for more of my pics, to get what i mean by few streaks. =D
MUST LET ME KNOW YOUR COMMENTS OKAY! =D
ON MY BOARD. =D

ANYWAYS! SHANE SAYS,
to all chinese people celebrating CNY!
haf a wonder CNY! =D
having reunion dinner tmr,
uncles are returning frm overseas.. YAY..
cousins who migrated will be here too.... YAYYY-NESS! =D

.lostindestars. 11.51PM 27.jan.06

shane: new contact lens. again. =D

2006-01-25T09:24:00.000-08:00

sighh..
listening to
Hillsong - There Is None Like You.

sometimes i really do miss those church days..
those moments in His holy presence..
those strong moments when He struck my knees,
and left me on my knees weeping and weeping non stop..
with dose wonderful background music,
adding on to the de atmosphere..
with His presence filling the church..
i felt you my Lord..

but.. just a pity.
i backslided.. nort attending church anymore.
maybe its still good to be left as a free thinker.
but i'd still advise all my friends who're free thinkers like me,
to turn to christianity. =]

sighh.

okay! enuf . =D
otherwise im really gonna get upset. =x
okay! so i opened my new pack of contact lens todae..
GREEN! =D

green like.. nothing special nah..
hurhur.. hurhur.. i wan RED contacts. =((
looks so fierce.

hurhur.. i got bored todae..
and decided to wear both colours..
=D

lalala... and.... and.......

.......
NEJI DIED TODAY.....
BRO DIN FEED IT.. AND WHEN I CAME HOME..
HE WAS LYING IN HIS CAGE... MOVE ALSO NORT MOVING.......
....................

HAHA GOTCHA!! He was just sleeping like a dead log.
and tada. snapped shot!

HI NESA ! =D

hurhur.. in case until now u still dont know how my cage looks like..
lemme show ya guys. =D

dis is de right side of de cage.
when we divided Kisa, from Nesa and Neji, Kisa was here.
Kisa's now in another cage, giving off to bro's fren soon!
she's too big and cant get along with de others. T_T

de other half.. nice?
bro tied dat bandana dere.
follow wad japan style, sae gif dem de cutest and most comfortable cage.
-___-"

hurhur.. okay larh.. shall end here..
=D

ohh! lastly..
estee msged me on msn, after she saw my pm.
which says "Rex Rabbit for adoption!"
hurhur.. she has not msged me,
or rather we've nort had a normal chat, for duno how long..
since last september i guess..
rather sad i guess..
but im glad dat we're chatting normally again.
although after awhile she stopped replying.
de least i know, we're normal frens again. =]

and baobeiii!
dandan misses you! u din come sch and band todae..
get well soon ogay... =((
*massages dat throat*
haha.. missing u dearly my baobeii..
i know we haven been talking really nicely lately..
sorry.... if it was ever my fault.
lets be nice okay.. =D

ANDDDDD..
i know u dun like me chasing you to do ur HW..
but last year was a trash year for you..
and becos of it, u urself knew wad happened to you in de end..
de only reason why im chasing u so hard now,
is becos i dun wan history to repeat itself..
i haf to be harsh and stern with you,
to nag at you to do hw.. to nag at u to slp early everyday..
so as to know wads goin on in class, and nort fall aslp..
and to know ur work well.....

its all really for ur own benefit..
im really trying very hard my dear..
i know u dun like me chasing u like dat..
so pls.. be abit pro-active, be 'automatic' abit..
take initiative to find time to study, revise and do hw..

remember.. its all for ur own good..
i love you.. =]

.lostindestars. 2.12AM 25-26.jan.06

shane: neoprint @ bugis. =D

2006-01-24T07:25:00.000-08:00

i met up with khim and yumei today..
sorry sis, sorry yumei.
smth cropped up in de end..
so sorry yarrr..

okay.. take it dis way..
i waited for you all for quite some time..
so.. i left early, so now we're quits.. =p
okay? hope u gurls got wad u wanted for CNY. =D

wenwen and i had a quarrel todae.
yar baobeii, i admit its my fault to hang ur call..
but u shld know de reason why i did so..
i've long told u dat i din like u like dat. dats why..

ogay larh.. after awhile we got okay again..
and...... den, wenwen, judy and i went to take neoprints again.
wooo.. dis is de most expensive one ever man!

11 dollars!

but toopid wenwen, never take de chance to take nice ones..
she kept on hiding hiding. T____T
11 dollarrs!!! =(((

nxt time i make sure i open ur eyes big big,
and put ur head in front of de camera. hmphhh.
hee. =D

==========
bloody hell.
just shouted at my mum in her face again.
i hate to do it lar.
I HATE TO DO IT.
each time i do i just wanna cry.

BUT I JUST HATE IT WHEN SHE TOUCHES MY STUFFS.
HOW FREAKING OLD AM I ALREADY.
ALL MY STUFFS SHE THROWS AWAY LIKE NON OF MY BUSINESS LIKE DAT.
ALL MY O LEVEL NOTES,
I NEED DEM LEST I CANT GO ANIWHERE WIF RESULTS,
AND HAF TO RETAKE OS AGAIN.

bloody hell. just hate it la.
how many bloody freaking times haf i WARNED her.
NOT TO TOUCH MY STUFFS.
AND STILL SHE THROWS MY STUFF AWAY LIKE DAT.

especially grandpa, always so naggy.
always tell me to respect mum and whatever shit.
has MUM even respected him in the first place.
de way MUM talks to him.

just now grandpa came in to stop us,
as we were quarrellin and shouting so bloody loud.
den he said

"you must respect your mummy"
"you got see your mummy talking so loudly to me before anot?"

den i was on at de raging, at de top of my anger,
i shot back words at him.

"how she talk to you, you YOURSELF know."
"whether she talk to you nicely or nort, you YOURSELF know"

grandpa kept quiet.
i know he must be upset.
but like as if im nort.
i cant stand de way MUM talks to grandpa everytime.
and i cant stand she WITHOUT asking me, clearing and TOUCHING my stuffs.

I JUST CANT STAND SHARING DE SAME ROOM AS HER.
NAG NAG NAG EVERYDAE.
TOUCH MY STUFFS. CLEAR MY STUFFS.
==========================

okay. shant say too much.
complete my post first.

like my eyes? getting bigger eh?
btw, de gurl on de right, dats judy.
she's a really sweet gurl with a very very cute character.
baobei's best buddy. =D

look at baobeii! so cheeky. =p

i din bully you! why u hide hide!
ohhhh.. so you're camerashy huh?

love love! hurhurr..

finally.. to explain why its 11dollars!
the neoprints printed, some of dem haf GLITTER background.
and de machine itself is quite big, and dere're bars inside, u can climb de bars,
or just grip and stand on de bar, so on and so on.. loll.

cutee.
okay.. i also bought dis cosmetic sharpener.
for my eyeliner pencils.

its 12.90 !!! goshhh! de body shop only sell it at 5.90, but its more cheapskate.
dis one's quite nice though, but i dun see de difference between a cosmetic sharpener,
and an ordinary drawing pencil sharpener.

so much for a 12.90 sharpener. -__-"

dis is bro's newest pair of shoes. SLEESE.

i wore dem out todae..
been wearing dem out when bro doesnt.
how come bro always comes along nice shoes, and i dont.
hoho. bro's beginning to buy fake stuff.
but so long as its nice.. its okay.

someone like me, who was once an ANTI-FAKE.
is now buying fake stuffs too.. uh oh.. its nort a gd thing...
hurhur.. okay.... so much for CNY shopping todae.. din get anithing at all.

bleah.. after shouting at mum, i feel superly voiceless now..
baobei's voiceless too.. poor thing. get well soon ogay baobei.
dandan love you. muah.

*psst*
i've editted yesterdae's post wif 2 more pictures!
scroll down to see! =D

.lostindestars. 12.12AM 24-25.jan.06

oh wheeee.. i can open my new contact lens already! =D

shane: wax wax =D

2006-01-23T11:48:00.000-08:00

wheee.. its 3.48AM now..
just came out frm bro's room..

he was playing the game Final Fantasy X (FFX).
and since i LOOONG completed it..
i decided to play de ending for him, and it lasted an hour.

hurhurr.. so sad.. feel like cryin noww. T__T
ffx's de first Final Fantasy game which can make me cry. lols.. =p

ogay nahh.. yesterdae..
went band as usual..
sideline was horrible todae.. ask dem to move de marimba out of de band room..
gosh.. de marimba, such a BIG AND HUGE instrument.
dey also can TOPPLE de whole isntrument over.
its even BIGGER den a grand piano, how can dey topple such a big instrument..
gosh.. syafiq and me heartache sia...
dat instrument costs more den 10K !!

horrible people.. luckily nort damaged.
lol.. anyways..

-A TIP FOR PEOPLE WHO STYLE DEIR HAIR-

psst. a small container of GATSBY wax (80g) can easily last u for a mani mani months..
but PLS NOTE, when u find ur wax becoming dry after months, dun use it animore.
as de effect and styling power of de wax, will not be as efficient as when u just bought it.

i bought dis gatsby wax 2 daes ago..
de same one as i bought last year july or august.
but when i opened my new wax yesterdae before goin band to style my hair at home,
i realised de wax is quite damp, as compared to de old container one.
and i was quite impressed by the styling power.
check dis out!

i styled de way like how i usually would..
but ONLY using wax, and i already got a very 'IN SHAPE' hairstyle.
i know u see dis kinda pic all de time on my MSN display.
but previously i was using ALOT of hair stuffs to make it look like dat.

dis are ALL my hairdo stuffs. i only use de red colour HAIR SPRAY, GEL and wax.
usually becos my wax has turned abit dry and hard, so wad i do usually, was to mix my wax, together wif gel to soften de texture of de wax, and den style my hair wif it.
after which i use de SUPER HARD hair spray, to keep my hair in shape.

dat picture u see, by right, if u only use de NEW container of wax,
if u ONLY use de new wax, which is wet and damp, u can already style like dat..
but becos i panick, fraid dat de hair will nort stay in shape, so i still used de hair spray. =D

yar.. my point is.. dun ever use ur wax, when u find it getting hard and dry,
as de styling power isnt gd enuf as when it was wetter.

hurhur okay! its 4am already..
meeting khim sis, yumei, and BAOBEI tmr! =D

post my last few pics, which i editted recently,
den shall log off . =D
yumei and khim sis, be frenly to baobei tmr ogay!
otherwise i kick ur arses. =D

tada! sweet ? il ov e yo u . =D

i tink dis is super nice. isnt it ?
hurhurr... yumei says it looks very FFX.
HAHA. thanks arh. =D

.lostindestars. 4.15AM 23-24.jan.06

shane: bball @ springfield.

2006-01-21T09:03:00.000-08:00

woooo! okayy..
baobei din go for band todae.. =((

i found out my work is frm 21-24 FEBRUARY.
NORT JANUARY!
blurr me tot i was january all de whilee..
lolll.

yupp..
mi sideline, divided into 2 groups..
1 group does all de mallet playing.. means playing perc. instruments which HAS notes..
which plays de xylophone, glockenspiel, bells, marimba and chimes..

de other group is to practice deir drumming strokes,
as they will be playing de drums, suspended cymbal, timpani and stuffs..

yupp.. todae i confirmed wif de 2nd group..
what instruments dey'll be playing in de sideline..
yupp.. i also confirmed with my 1st group.

uh huh..

its indeed very hard to teach people who doesnt haf de slightest rhythm feel..
really very very hard. khairul gave up halfway.. hahaaa!
dat fella, idiot. no patience with dem.. sometimes i do lose patience too..
but oh wells.. i still have to teach dem after all.

uhhuh.. after band.. i stayed behind to play ball..
cos i saw eugene, jodie, jermaine and joanne, all de clarinet section peeps playing..
so decided to join dem as i haf nort TOUCHED bball for mani months....
gosh....

of course dere were also a few of de springfield bball school team people dere.
yupp..

man.. for de 1st hour, i totally cannot play at all.. cant shoot..
cant lay up.. cant do alot of thing.. just WUN score. =((

after dat..
den my touch came back again..
gosh.. my 3pointer balls were like 60% ..
out of 10, 6 will score, which is like so crazily good.
LOL..

den i played ABC wif eugene and his school team fren.
LOL i joined dem like 10mins after dey start deir ABC game..
and guess wad..
i chased dem up, and won dem. LOLLL.
dey so farnie lar. stuck at de same place, for like 15mins. LOL.
totally cannot stand dem.

yar.. after de ABC game.. i played 1on1 with dis fella..
another school team one.. den. last year earlier in de year,
i played wif him before.. i won him..
but todae i lost him. =p

wonder why im so happy? hahahaha =x
hahaa.. becos i could haf won him one.. =p
75% of de time i was shooting shooting shooting, despite my lousy accuracy.
like giving him chance liddat..
haha.
and OF COURSE becos i had no stamina..
was really really tired.. footsteps were really heavy..
de score was 7-5. he won. =D

haha.. yupp! and den..
after which i played 1on1 with the fella i played ABC wif previously.
woah.. he's damn big sized? like ard... 178-180cm..
big sized and plump.
yupp.. i won him. =D
7-5 too.
warh. de last ball was de best.
de last ball was a 3-POINTER ball, frm BASELINE !!!!!!
"CHOP!"

omgggg.. hahaha..
i was damn damn damn tired after dat..
i've lost all my stamina..
play bball less den 3 hours.
and im DEAD tired..
its partly becos i din eat anithing since morning..
and was playing in de sun..

but my endurance was MUCH better last time..
haven been exercising for very long..
moreover i was WEARING jeans when i played with dem..
with proper jersey and bball shoes,
and serious playing.. dey're no mean feat for me..

but those are de ones in de school team.
not those school team players of my batch who've graduated.
dose players frm springfield who've graduated..
WOAHH.. dose ppl.. i better nort play with dem..
i've no chance against dem at all. LOL.

height disadvantage. =XX
size disadvantage =p

hurhur.. okay larh..
im just really glad to haf touched bball again.
got back my ball feel and ball sense again. =D

hurhur..

play less den 3 hours. and im so tired already..
oh gosh.. eugene can jump higher now...!! OMG..
oh nono..
its nort he jump higher..
is my jumping capability has gone down..
still remember last time, i could touch my house's ceiling FULL PALM,
now can only merely touch with fingers. =((((((
so sad right... sigh
its time to start exercising and bball again..
hopefully i'll find time for it. =D

cai zhi dao you xie gan shou,
wo he te shui dou bu cheng shuo chu kou.
wo men dou shi, zui hao de peng you,
shui hui you yong qi qu kai kou..
bu zai ku, bu zai nan guo,
wo men hai you hao da hao da de tian kong,
gu shi de zui hou, wo men dou bu cheng shi qu guo..
she me..

wo men yi ran.. shi peng you

Yu Heng - Yi Ran Shi Peng You. =]

.lostindestars. 1.33AM 21-22.jan.06

shane: sigh. recognition

2006-01-20T10:04:00.000-08:00

din really realised something..
for so long.. after so much thinking..
i finally thought it out.

cant believe i told suhaila bout it.
if i din tell her, i also duno i felt dat way.. hurhur..

oh wells..
was just thinking of de posts and everything now in band..
u see.. khairul, was put in charge of de MAIN percussion..
im put in charge of de SIDELINE percussion..
syafiq, was put in charge of both main percussion and sideline percussion.
means syafiq's de main person in charge of percussion.
yuppp..

u see.. i had experiences in two SYF OUTDOOR competitions..
in de year 2002, and 2004..
and, auto due to playfulness, caused alot of problems back den.
but 2004 was a harsh year. i learnt alot..
frm stupidity, i learnt to lead a section..

u know.. im like PART of de reason why titans started a drumline..
becos i was de first, to compose a cadence, together wif sideline parts, including a melody..
yarr.. becos of dat.. percussion grown strong to shine..

yar.. i was telling suhaila how badly i wanted to take de MAIN percussion..
becos i believe i surely haf MORE experience as compared to syafiq or khairul.
yar right, khairul can play..
but khairul's nort stern and strict enuf to lead and take de main percussion..
de main percussion really need alot of harsh training..
which i believe i can surely do a better job..
and i've more experience in leading main percussion, as i was put section leader back in 2004, and made de section shine..

i asked suhaila..
and wanted her to gif her an honest answer..
yupp. she said i'd do a better job as compared to khairul..
khairul's just nort... gd enuf to take de main percussion.
i also do nort know why mr poh put khairul in charge of main percussion. =/

although i shld be contented to be put in charge of sideline percussion..
yes.. i shld be contented. but still i believe i've more experience in takin main perc..
i do nort really haf much experience in taking sideline, although i composed parts for sideline back in 2004..
i really want to take main percussion. =((

and khairul shld be put in charge of sideline..
becos he has INDOOR competition experiences..
which i do nort haf.
sideline percussion instruments are mostly used for INDOOR competition..

i saw dat alumni list dat dae..
on springfield's whiteboard..

blablabla..
khairul's a DRILL instructor ??? -____-"
can he even march well ?? gosh.
i believe i can march better den him pls.

and syafiq..
sigh. yarr. he's put mainly incharge of both sideline and main percussion.
when i told suhaila.. she was like..
"is he really DAT gd?? -__-"
haa..

and worst.. wad adds on..
khairul and syafiq, both of dem were ONCE under me back in 2004.
i took dem for marching, took dem for music..

i dont know larh..
i know i shldnt complain..
shld be contented dat im still put in charge of somethin..
yarr.. but.. dont know larh.
dose 2 people who were ONCE under me..
just cos dey learn abit of composing, abit of theory.
dey were put to posts which are MORE impt den mine..
im nort saying sideline isnt impt.. yar.. sigh.

i wanna at least be in charge of main percussion......

i composed cadences..
i composed sideline parts..
i compose melodies to accompaniment de percussion solo..

i don want people to forget my talent which was once so recognised..

i dont know larh..
just irony. i've nvr thought of dis before..
but i DID feel abit weird.. when i saw dat alumni committee..
without my name in it..
and i felt dat i really did so much during my 5 years in band..
just feel dat.. i really learnt alot.. did alot.. committed alot.. during de 5 years..
and tada.. when i graduate, im just a normal alumni member.
put in charge of a small sideline percussion..

i don mean to complain.. and whine..
but really.. i've nvr thought so far before..
i just feel weird.. and keep quiet bout it..

the two people, who were once UNDER me..
are now having higher posts den me in band.
actually i dun mind bout posts..
i just wan to at least be in charge of main perc.
becos i tink im more experienced.. and specialise in area.

sideline? its my first time taking it.. sigh.

maybe its cos i've always been a loner.
i dun hang wif mr poh and all this.
khairul and syafiq.. yar. de least deir on better terms wif mr poh.
maybe dats why dey could get such impt roles. -__-"

okay larh.. enuf of my blabbering.
i just wan my talent to be recognised once again....
just like how it was.. back in 2004 when i composed de cadence.

T_____T
sigh.

im so in love with dis song....
Yu Heng - Yi Ran Shi Peng You

listen already, just feel like crying. LOL.
yarrrr im always like dat. =x

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shane: kisa, nesa, and NEJI ! =D

2006-01-19T07:43:00.000-08:00

ogay! so..
we've decided to name pudding, NESA!
yuppp! KISA and NESA.
uh huhh!..

met wenwen baobei after band yesterdae.
we went bubbletea shop @ behind springfield sec dere to eat..
den after dat when leaving, we by past a pet shop..
we went in...
i SAW dat black bear hamster dey're selling!
only $8 !! woooo!
yupppp... so i chose one, and tada! brought it home in a plastic cup. lol.

black bear hamsters, i've been noticing dem since years back..
dey're really cute, de whole hamster is black.
except for deir 4 legs which are white,
and under deir chin, dere's one long straight portion of white fur.

usually black bear hamsters i see,
sold at simei eastpoint's Pet Safari, sell ard $15..
at parkway's petshop, de one at de hawker centre area,
which i've been goin too almost every weekend,
sells black bear at more den 10bucks.

tadaaa! i brought de black bear hamster back,
and bro decided to name it. Neji !

tada! say HI to Neji !!

decided to put Neji and Nesa in de cup first..
see if dey'll fight.. dey're both around de same age..
ard 4 weeks old for both. around de SAME SIZE too..
dats why i DARE to put dem together.
i dun dare to put Neji and Kisa. Kisa's much bigger in size.

looks like dey're getting along quite okay!
so long as dey dun fight, im okay with it.
by the way. Nesa and Kisa are both female.
NEJI's A MALE!
so... if dey breed.. i duno wad colour will the babies be..
Nesa's pudding-coloured, Neji's black. LOL.
i dont even wanna imagine wad colour would de babies be. lol.

hahaa.. so dis morning.
bro went out and forgot to feed de hamsters!
so.. he got me to feed dem..
gosh.. dey WERE really hungry.

de pic's abit blurr i apologise.
but look at dem. i just take a small piece of deir food,
open deir cage and put de food dere, dey climbed up to snatch for it. =/
bro... haf u been feeding dem. LOL.

look at de hungry dem, trying to get outta de cage.
and look at de size difference between Nesa and Kisa !

yar.. hamsters are ....good climbers.
gosh. whats Kisa doing up dere above her wheel!?

*NOTE* dis is de TOP VIEW of de cage.
she's climbing UPSIDE DOWN! the thing below is de wheel. -___-"
good climbers indeed.

she's trying to escape!

while i had my eyes set on de other two,
she tried to escape! bad Kisa !
i tried to block her off.. but....

she got out. -___-"

"waha! im de queen of de cage!"

hahaa. so i got fed up, i put her back in her cage.

but dis time, i pushed de cardboard divider closer to her side,
close de opening, no more escaping. =D

so she climbed up again, and tried squeezing!
"aiya! cannottt squeeze~ aiya aiya~"

and she tried de other way...
"urghhhh urghhh~~ still cannottt..."

haha. soon she got tired of trying..
ANYWAYS, de star for de post, is nort KISA.
is my NEJI! black bear hamsters are so cute arent dey. =D

ogay!
enough of bloggin.
went band todae..
check dis out!

woooo! new cymbals mr poh bought!
cool! look at how dey shine.~~

taking sideline percussion is abit tough so far. yawns...
but oh wells.. i'll do my best. =]

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yawns.. i've long graduated frm de school, wonder why does ppl,
STILL wanna talk bad about me. -____-"
aniways.. baobeii gotta haf more faith in me yar?

u know my close frens list, are mostly made up of gurls.
dey're after all just my close frens.
as for yimin, nahh.. she's nort even close,
but becos she's my first runner up for singing competition,
she's just like my 'shi mei'. yar.

but.. wad ornjira, ur 'fren' said, is rubbish larh.
nothing of dat sort happened at all. -___-"

hurhur.. so long as u know who i really love,
u dun need to get affected by rumours and rubbish.
i dont know why people like to spread rumours so much.
sadistic people, wanna spoil our relationship only.
bleah.

ogay! lets end here. been bloggin for like an hour. =]

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19-20.jan.06

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KUKU KHIM~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

*psst* dun sae i never wish you kay.
im ur sister leh. happy birthday sis.
hope u'd haf a wonderful EIGHTEEN bdae. =D

shane: KISA and PUDDING. =D

2006-01-17T08:42:00.000-08:00

oh gosh.
i just finished spending hours on de 15,16 jan post.
NOW im bloggin again immediately for de 17 jan post. =D

i got dis mosquito bites on my neck 3 daes back.
ITS ALREADY de 3rd dae.. its still itchy. T___T
and its so big and swollen. kill me mans. T__T

haha.. and while i was bathing yesterdae,
i looked at my face in de mirror, mi contact lens were itching,
so i BLINKED BLINKED, suddenly de contact lens in my right eye disappeared.
so scary. just like dat disappeared.
i pulled up my eyelid, and tada, dere it was, had to pull it back to position.

HAHA. so scary u knowww.. wad if de contact stays dere and dun fall back to position. =(

AND AND AND...
ALSO HAPPENED LAST NITE!

while i was playing o2 wif a fella online.
he said he complained to me bout his mission to upgrade level was hard.
so i offered to help. so he REALLY gave me his password and login name. -____-"
dumb! what if i keep using ur account nxt time??

haha.. okay larh.. so i helped him level up..
and PLAYED around wif his acct.. okay i know im bad..
cos i SPENT HIS MONEY . HAHAHA =x

dis was how he looked like INITIALLY!
wth.. some ah pek hair, barefoot, wearing a PLAIN white shirt. -___-"
WTH.. =xxx

and i realised he had alot of money.. so i wasted his money to do a makeover.

TADA!! initially he had 20,000 .. i spent to left 3000. HAHAA
yar i know im mean, but who call him, he trusted me, someone he's unfamiliar with,
to help him level up, but nevertheless, i may haf spent his money.
but i put it to good use. i HELPED him makeover!
doesnt he look much better now with shoes, proper clothing, gloves and nice hair.
i spent money on de hair, de shoes, de glove, de shirt, and de pendant. =D

and yesterdae during band, i saw my lil junior carmen,
crying like like... like... indescribable.
like crying NON stop. -___-"
yarr.. so i cant help, but to go over and talk to her, console and blabla.
she refused to sae wad happened.
oh wells. just hope she's finee. after all she's de junior i enjoy teasing de most.
HAHA. smile lil junior =D

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okay okay enuf bout yesterdae..

and oh yes! todae i went for de job interview at beach road dere..
yuppp. de job's confirm. 21-24jan. 4 dae job at changi exhibition centre.
some aerospace thingy..
looks like i'll miss 2 band practices.
IM SORRY MY SIDELINE PERCUSSIONISTS!! T___T
i'll plan for you guys what to dooo! im sorry!

sideline percussion training has been okay okay so far..
abit tough, becos i haf to keep talking VERY loud, cos dis 'kids' keep blabbering non-stop.
and... gosh. grade 6, grade 5 pianists.
cant even play Fmajor, Bbmajor, Ebmajor and Abmajor on de marimba!
dey cant even remember deir scales..
its nort as if im asking dem to play MINOR scales.. gosh.
faints.......

oh wells.. okay.. back to blogging!

bro bought back ANOTHER hamster yesterdae nite!
de breed's called 'pudding', becos its like pudding coloured.
haven gave it a name yet.. lets just call her pudding for now. =D
SAY HI TO PUDDING! =D

pudding's really small in size! check dis out! as compared to my camera.

haha. small aint she.. she's only ard a month old.. dats why.

okay.. pudding and kisa cannot be put together in de same cage..
kisa's really fierce. kisa attacks pudding. GRRR. racial harmony cant u understand! =(
leaving us NO choice, but to split de cage into two.

can u spot de lil ham hams ?

since kisa's de notti one, and loves running de wheel so much,
bro and i decided to gif kisa de wheel,

(( we put dat metal container dere, to stop it frm running.
as de wheel produces screeching sounds when it spins.
and kisa for de past 3nites, without fail, RUNS RUNS RUNS.
causing alot of noise at nite. so no choice. ))

and pudding de better environment to stay for now. =D

bro tied dat bandana dere. cute rite? he got dat idea frm a japanese pet book. =D
hurhur.. dey're so cute.. =D

okays.. so TODAY! when i came back frm interview..
i was bored... and decided to play with make up~ =D
i was wondering wad's so fun bout gothicians' make up.
so i tried making up. HAHA.

nah.. if only de eyeliner pencil is sharper.. i'd surely draw more.
can only draw like dat for now. haha. = /
anione tell me where to get eyeliner pencil sharpener ??
TAG MY BOARD TO TELL ME =D

ogay... time to end the post.
time to help bro take pictures.
he recognises my photography talent already!
ask me to help him take nice photos. HAHA.
anyway since he already know wad poses to pose,
all i need to do is to find a nice angle to snap for him =D
ogay! time to go.. catch up again guys! =D

.lostindestars. 17-18.jan.06 1.14AM